You can teleport
you can you can
Teleport
Right there, in front of me
And you fill me with blue electricity
Like a kick in the chest
Like a forcefield
You push me back 
Into you.
 

You can teleport
you can you can
Teleport
Right there, in front of me
And you fill me with blue electricity
Like a kick in the chest
Like a forcefield
You push me back into
Running into you.

Something hard in my chest
A constant pricking in my side
I turn my head far away
I avoid the person next to me
But I don't avoid my pride

I always stare at the blue and yellow lights
The bus is lit in the darkness of the morning
And I'm stuck in this place,
This capsule of rain and time.
Adele's When We Were Young in my ears
2017 in my heart
A small moment of separation
Before I return to the world.

17/7/21

Dear 8-year-old Me, 

Hi! It’s me, writing to you from the year 2021! I am now 17 years old, and I am turning 18 next month. If you met me, I don’t know if you would like me. I guess I haven’t changed much on the outside, I’m still just as crazy and full of charisma as you. But on the inside, I’ve changed a lot. It’s like I see the world differently now. I’d like to give you...

There we sat drinking tea, Margaret Fisher and I. 
I hatedMargaret Fisher. She was my neighbour, and had been for 23 years. She was a widow, and an old gossip. She was also filthy rich, however, and that was why I always accepted her invitations to have tea with her on Wednesday afternoons. Not because she gave me money, of course, that would be indecent. Simply because while I was with Margaret Fisher I got to wear my best...

The sky is always 
Blue
But sometimes you have to
Rise above the clouds

To see it. :)