This world is....

Who are you
I am you and you are me too.
Why do you look so sad?
Life is pretty bad

Why is your mouth upside down?
i am heading death bound?
Death is kind of scary
Not when you have depression to carry

You look tired
Because my life has expired
Where are you gonna go
Probably down below

Do you hate yourself?
All my love for me is on a shelf. 
Where are you going? 
To a showing.
...

I don't know if it's the real you but I can hear you
I close my misty eyes but still see you
I feel your  fingertips leaving bruises on my molting skin

Drowning in the sea of tears 
I let you into the one thing that’s irreversible
Leaving me breathless
No, not let

I tried to replace this dark time 
To brighten life
To not hear the laughs or the whispers
From those meant to protect me

I try so...