She made a canvas out of her skin
Because it was easier to hide than the pain inside
She had bruises on her knuckles 
Because it was easier to take it out on inanimate objects
Don't you get it?
She used to be happy
She loved life
Loved Herself
Now she hides behind a smile
Don't you get it?
She fails to care
about her sanity
about her health
Because 
No one else seemed like they ever did

Anxiety holds me hostage
Inside of my head
Words on the tip of my tongue
Always left unsaid
Insomnia keeps me awake
Depression pulls me back to bed to sleep
There has never been an inbetween
Im either really tired
Or wide awake
Most days I just want a break
Theres a war in my head
With just too much at stake
 
 

Building a castle in the dark
Should of been impossible
Yet here we are
We turned the pain into a prison
Locked ourselves inside
Away from our demons we hide

Take me Back
To the tree by the Crick
All Alone
It was the first time we kissed
Two months later 
baby you're my savior
The Only one I'll need 
Now and Forever
 

What happens when
you try to love others
But you can't love 
Yourself

What do you do 
When You can’t drown the thoughts
In your head
The negativity  in your life
Even when everything is honestly fine

The love of your life is sweet
Standing at your feet
There is hope of another day
And you’re finally okay

What do you do
When the thoughts in your head
The constant whirring of your brain
Is driving you insane

Why do we feel
Everything 
when its over