Fabian

United Kingdom

Well what can I say am just a kid trying to live his life

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You can become anyone but you got to be yourself

Fabian (United Kingdom) published:

Paranoid boyfriend

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I can see you in the crowd thinking.
you always thinking but I wanna know what are you thinking about.
I can see you are panicking but I wonder why.
Nothing is going on around but you are creating scenarios and they scare you but don’t worry friend because you are not the only one.
I am afraid too.
I create scenarios which cause people to leave me.
I have someone who knows that I am paranoid but they make...

11 days ago

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Fabian (United Kingdom) published:

The Deal with the Devil part 2

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A dark room filled with flames and souls screaming for help.

I stood there with the Devil.
He was like my worst nightmares.
I was afraid of him but part of me wasn’t.
The stuff he blinded me with.
Silly me agreed and didn’t see the consequence.
Well it doesn’t matter now.
I am sitting in the bed with tears falling from my eyes.
And there a tall dark devil standing and pointing a revolver on my head.
It was...

about 2 months ago

Fabian (United Kingdom) published:

The Deal with the Devil

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It been a while since I became a better man.
The new smiles and new joys fill my life like i always wanted.
All the anger and hate been pushed away and will be under the sea with my other treasures.
But there is a person I can't drown.
He haunts me like my worst nightmare
He plays with my mind like i am his puppet.
He mocks me for being good for once in my life.
I know who...

about 2 months ago

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Fabian (United Kingdom) published:

New chapter of my life

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It was cloudy and wet when I found out the truth about myself.
I stood in my room staring at the window in tears.
My friend telling that I been fooled by the lies that my mind created when I was a kid.
I was stuck 6 years in this character, blinded by the darkness.
I wasn’t alone that why I haven’t seen the impact.
I thought it was a good part of my life but it was the worst. ...

about 2 months ago

Fabian (United Kingdom) published:

Breaking Me

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It 2 AM and am dancing with my ghost
Those beautiful lights looking at my soulless eyes
Black sky in the background makes me to wish i can fly
But that guilty sickness still making me feel horrible
The anger i have flow around my body like magic.

I hate the feeling, I am the one that ended it so why do I suffer.
I told you my real me and you manipulate me from killing myself
I am a...

2 months ago

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Fabian (United Kingdom) published:

Is it worth it?

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How can you be sure about this?
How can you know your future?
All you doing is listening to the dark
And he’s not friendly not at all.
So why do you let it consume you?
Why do you let it destroy your life bit by bit?
You lost people because of him but you still listen.
You lost love of your life because of him but you still let him consume you.
I warned you about him but you...

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3 months ago

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Fabian (United Kingdom) published:

Darkness

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I don’t sleep and there are many reasons why

I don’t sleep because I love silents 

I don’t sleep because I love how my brains scares me with imaginary demons 

I don’t sleep because I love looking at nothing 

I don’t sleep because it a perfect time to remember my past 

The painful memories of guilt and regret 

The memories that no one wants to listen 

But you got to remember 

Because it who you are 

6 months ago

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Fabian (United Kingdom) published:

Mysterious

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I am mysterious 

I am a trickster 

I am a listener 

There many words to describe me but there are word that can’t 

I am sensitive 

I am quiet 

I am peaceful 

I can read people feelings like a book and understand their pain, their happinesses

but I have many weakness which some are still unknown 

I am weak 

I am slow

I am lonely 

I am hurt 

There are many more but it best to be unknown 

I know...

6 months ago

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