/kai/

Germany

i am not gone, i am just lost.
and i will find my way back
by the pathway of words and phrases,
rhymes and sketches.
these lines will lead me back
until i lose myself once again.

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key life components:
classic cars
kpop
rock
writing
and a whole lot of sadness.

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/kai/ (Germany) published:

stars

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and as if the stars aligned
the incredible connection
we once had was re-established.
and i was given
my second chance 
with him.
and i will not hurt him
ever again.
he will be safe in my 
arms.
and our love?
it will last for eternity.

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10 months ago

/kai/ (Germany) published:

smiles

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when they come to you
when they are breaking down and crying.
you feel entitled to cure them 
of all there sadness, right?
how can cure someone 
with the same illness as you?
i must keep on smiling.
smiling for them, and hiding me. 
maybe one day
they will be okay.
and you can learn to recover.
but i will smile 
for you.
hide for you.
i love you.

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11 months ago

/kai/ (Germany) published:

dejavu

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under the water
crestfallen and drowning. 
abased weapons and silence. 
blood spilling in the water.
such a toxicity that i feel my breath leaving.
here we let ourselves surround each other without 
shots being fired constantly. 
no words. 
oxygen and war 
or drowning and peace?
i always find myself here. 
drowning with you.
i feel i have been here before. 
and i urge to breath again, and shoot you down again.
because when i do not pay the water bill,...

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11 months ago

/kai/ (Germany) published:

on top

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you can sit here 
waste you self away
but in the end
i won't hear your words. 
i will work hard.
and i will sit up on top 
of all the debris.
and i will spare everyone
except for 
you.
you cannot hurt me
when you did nothing
and sit on the bottom
or the pyramid
while i sit on top.
and i will protect everyone
except for
​you. 
i will sit on top
and will thank 
you. 
for not  ...

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11 months ago

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/kai/ (Germany) published:

microphone

PROMPT: Microphone

 if you lowered a microphone down to my street, you might hear the soft taps of rain falling on the leave of tall trees with thin and brittle trunks. You can hear the loud barking of dogs up the road, begging for the attention of their families. You can hear clearly the cars on the highway our little street branches off of, houses like small leaves that surround the giant tree of roadways. You can hear children playing in the...

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11 months ago

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11 months ago

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/kai/ (Germany) published:

false hopes

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i love you.
i fell for you. 
dreams and visions of the future.
but away it went, sunken by the tears of sleepless nights
and burned by the torch of your love for another.
now what am i? 
i feel guilt for what i did not do and could not control.
if it means its not just your fault.
when will i get over you?
i will never know. 
are you happy?
i don't know.
i cannot talk to you. ...

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11 months ago

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/kai/ (Germany) published:

threes.

PROMPT: YOU in threes

three idiosyncrasies 
loud and wild
extra flexible 
fairly antisocial 

communities i belong to
rugby middle school
kpop community
a lonely cooking club

friend's adjectives
annoying 
loud 
heavy thinker.

family's adjectives
intelligent
odd
loud

physical descriptions
gray-green eyes
flexible
wheelchair.

three flaws
easy to fall in love
easy to hurt
bipolar.

comforts
cuddles
cats
sleep

 

11 months ago

/kai/ (Germany) published:

smtm

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poison dripping tongue whipped out
truculent and loaded with temerity.
speed up those words 
spit fire and set the crowd ablaze.
stage is yours. 
dominate the judges.
rhyme after rhyme. 
words of loyalty, love, and betrayal.
show
me 
the
money.

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11 months ago

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