baker

United States of America

my pain is all i know. i write to express myself. my greatest idol is NF because his music describes my life better than even i can. i want love but when i get it i have issues trusting that person due to my past. i'm described as antisocial.

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if your lonely and writing is your only escape. than follow me and i'll follow you

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baker (United States of America)() published:

my 2 cents for no sense

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i was always the kid in the shadows
so no one was talking to me
but all this competition is so awkward to me
one person at an others neck
just so all can see
that that person is a wannabe
but NOT who they want to be
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baker (United States of America)() published:

Why me

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My life is so pointless. 
Why am i here.
Even if i scream it seems like nobody hear's.
And i don't let nobody see. 
The truth on how i really feel.
These thoughts will eat me alive.
If i don't stop them.
But i cant they are too deep inside.
But i want them there so they can eat the fear out my eyes. 
is that the right choice
3 MONTHS AFTER WRITING THE FIRST HALF

i cant say i...
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10 days ago

baker (United States of America)() published:

another shadow in a dark alley

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"speak already"
"stop trying to hide"
everytime i heard someone say that i cried
but one time i let out the hell inside
whats wrong? are you suprised?
isn't this what yopu wanted
me to tell you that my soul died
look, i'm sorry to feed your disappointment
but the  roads were going down are just not pointing
the same direction
even though i'm still alive
i'm so broken 
a part of me didnt survive
 

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baker (United States of America)() started following Wicked! (India)()

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baker (United States of America)() published:

the way you left me

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when i was little i used to look to the sky
and pray to god that my mom would never die
she never did
see she's in my head and she's trapped inside
but when i couldn't see her i would cry and cry
but what i didn't know is i was trapped in the dark 
i still am
its like this car will never start
so i'll try to jump-start you out of my heart
and right into the...

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baker (United States of America)() started following Kennedy S. (United States of America)()

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baker (United States of America)() published:

for those mom

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i don't know how to say this
but you have a place
that you can go 
when you feel the greater space 
in your heart
begin to fill with rage
that's why i escape 
into a rhyme i create
that's why i'm not afraid
because i know my fate
will one day explain
the reason i feel so alone
the reasons you left mom 
and have been gone so long
you burnt me
but went dead pool
came back the...

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baker (United States of America)() published:

MOM

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MOM
why did you leave me lonely?
i do this for the love only
i wish you would show me
why you cant meet with both arms open
just to hold me
but that won't happen will it?
i still remember our very last visit
you told me you'd never leave
said you'd always be there for me
next day you packed you're stuff and left
same morning i got up to get dressed
AND YOU WERE'NT THERE!!!!!
I WAS...
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baker (United States of America)() started following FizzyBaguette (Canada)()

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baker (United States of America)() published:

My pain inside

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people fear me.
its like the fear  in their minds is the real me.
but all i have wanted for years is someone who feels me.
some one who would never desert even if it kills me.
see people look into my eyes and don't see a thing.
but the people who know see all of my pain .
and would walk with me even through all of the rain.
see the walls are covered in tears and blood stains.
they...

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