ria.x

Singapore

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(but mainly in poems)

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Message from Writer

--> tldr; writing is my therapy.

i joined this place years back because i love writing and used to write tons of fictional stories. i stopped for a while and published less often because i started to care too much about the likes and comments, but now i'm back with a different reason. there was a period of time i kept listening to musicals and whenever i was upset, i found it satisfying to rhyme words and get anything i want to say out into the open. it's mostly without much context (sometimes it's even hard to decode), but it really helped, so i keep doing it.

on another note, i swear i'm friendly, so drop me a comment if you need someone to talk to! :')

--> (and if you know me, no you don't.)

ria.x (Singapore) started following løne wølf (United States)

15 days ago

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ria.x (Singapore) published:

lost stars

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"don't worry about how others perceive you too. no matter how good of a person we are, for someone in some part of the world, we are a bad person, a villain. so don't worry about those too."

i had three close friends;
you were one of them.
i'd like to think you're still one
but tensions started to stem
and i'm starting to question
what's going on with us now;
are we still best friends
or have we drifted...
Seeking Peer Reviews

15 days ago

ria.x (Singapore) started following spidygurl (India)

about 2 months ago

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ria.x (Singapore) published:

감사합니다.

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i’ll be completely honest:
i’m not too sure what to say
because when i blocked your accounts,
it was to keep you away.

yet for some stupid reason,
you couldn’t take a cue,
but i guess i have some things
that i’ve got to say to you.

don’t know if we can be friends;
don’t know if i still want to;
i’ll need some time to think
and to decide what to do.

reply if you want
but it’s okay...

Seeking Peer Reviews

about 2 months ago

ria.x (Singapore) started following ~rain~ (United States)

about 2 months ago

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ria.x (Singapore) published:

i'm proud of you

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it's been more than half a year
since everything all began,
when he changed the stakes by wanting
to be more than just a friend.

it's been a year since you've been fooled
by his nice and friendly act
and all the while he's played the victim
as he talked behind your back.

and every time that he left you
but just came back the next day,
you knew that something wasn't right
and yet you always let him stay.
...

Seeking Peer Reviews

about 2 months ago

ria.x (Singapore) started following Paisley Blue (United States)

3 months ago

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ria.x (Singapore) published:

the world without rose-tinted lenses

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every hero is a villain in somebody else's story
and it's only a matter of who's the one going down in history.
'cause every lie has its truth and every truth has its lie
but the world will keep on spinning, so only half will see the light.

and if we closed our eyes for just a moment, then maybe we would see
that once upon a time, before everything started, all of us were free,
that we didn't have...

Seeking Peer Reviews

3 months ago

2

ria.x (Singapore) published:

the world without rose-tinted lenses

FREE WRITING

every hero is a villain in somebody else's story
and it's only a matter of who's the one going down in history.
'cause every lie has its truth and every truth has its lie
but the world will keep on spinning, so only half will see the light.

and if we closed our eyes for just a moment, then maybe we would see
that once upon a time, before everything started, all of us were free,
that we didn't have...

Seeking Peer Reviews

3 months ago

ria.x (Singapore) published:

epilogue

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and when the heroes win again
the city returns to peaceful silence
and no one hears the screams for help
or all the painful cries from villains.
because the world is black and white
and nothing in life is can ever be fair,
and those in the grey are forced to be silent
or become the villains, in the end.
some still fight because they think
that there’s a “maybe” and there’s a hope;
but what they realise once they’re broken ...

3 months ago