etherealthem15

United States of America

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etherealthem15 (United States of America)() published:

Night Sky Love

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I am his Luna, and he my night sky.
He has held me up, time after time, 
As I was ready to fall out of the sky.
He has allowed me, and encouraged me to shine,
On some of my dimmest nights.
I have lit up his darkness,
When he couldn't see any longer.
I have warmed him
On some of his coldest nights.
We exist in harmony,
Loving and free.

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3 months ago

etherealthem15 (United States of America)() published:

Risk

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Am I ready to risk it all, again? 
I do not know.
I have chosen him over all of them, but will he choose me?
I do not know.
He makes me happy, but is that what I make him? 
I do not know.
He makes me want to live, but do I do that for him?
I do not know.
I want to give him my heart, but will he give me his?
I do not know.
I feel...

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3 months ago

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etherealthem15 (United States of America)() published:

The Girl I Am, Concerning Love

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I have not given up on love, 
But how I love unsettles many,
The girl I am scares most.

I am the girl who can love someone after a couple days. 
I am the girl who can love more than one at a time.
I am the girl who shows more love than some have ever received.
I am the girl who jumps back and forth, because this world is taught monogamy is the only way.
I am the girl...

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3 months ago

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I Beg For Love

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I beg for love,
But it's not worth it to love me.
Nobody deserves the pain I will put them through,
For I am selfish and will break their heart.

I beg for love, 
But I am never accepting.
I waste so much time,
Loving and telling lies.

I beg for love, 
But I am too afraid.
I cannot believe anyone will truly accept me,
Or ever has.

I beg for love,
But I am a whore for it.
I...

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3 months ago

etherealthem15 (United States of America)() published:

I Wish

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I wish I hadn't let you in.
I wish I hadn't stayed.
I wish I hadn't run away.
I wish I hadn't been afraid.
I wish I had been okay.
I wish I had thought about how they felt. 
I wish I had never loved anyone.
I wish I had never chased anything.
I wish I had never lied.
I wish I had been patient.
I wish I had waited.
I wish I had thought.
I wish I could start...

3 months ago

etherealthem15 (United States of America)() published:

Regret

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I regret everything.
I regret falling in love.
I regret leaving.
I regret opening up.
I regret hurting so many.
I regret being desperate. 
I regret changing.
I regret running away.
I regret staying.
I regret turning away.
I regret meaning everything. 
I regret feeling unsafe.
I regret playing games.
I regret loving.
I regret caring.
I regret it all.

3 months ago

etherealthem15 (United States of America)() published:

Begged For Nothing

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I begged you to love me, 
I got on my knees the first night. 
I begged you to love me, 
I drank for you. 
I begged you to love me, 
I lied for you. 
I begged you to love me, 
I gave you whatever you wanted when you asked. 
I begged you to love me, 
I walked large distances to see you. 
I begged you to love me, 
I changed myself for you. 
I begged you to love me, 
I...

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3 months ago

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etherealthem15 (United States of America)() published:

Toxic Love

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I couldn't handle your shit anymore. 
I was in love with you, 
I gave you everything I had, 
And you put barely anything into what I called
"Us."

You put on this humorous face, 
And vibrant energy, 
Told me you loved me, 
But where were you?

You threatened me on a normal, 
And then played it off 
Like a joke,
Like it's funny that women are beat because they don't love someone back. 

You told me I was beautiful, 
But...

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3 months ago

etherealthem15 (United States of America)() published:

This Moment

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There is understanding 
And honesty
Along with the complicated effects of the heart.

3 months ago

etherealthem15 (United States of America)() published:

Seeing You

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I peeked my eyes open at you the day I broke up with Him. 
I closed them again, when someone else gave me what I had always wanted from Him, but never got.
I opened them more when you told me that you wished you could develop with me.
I thought long and hard, debated polyamory, but deep down I knew. 
I would choose you over any of them. 
For a while, I looked steadily into your eyes. 
I connected...

3 months ago