sunflower_queen

United States of America

“And the Ghosts
they own everything”

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Uh hi, I'm Anthia. I am a writer by nature, but I decided to do something with the pieces I create. I also play the guitar, and I write songs/raps as well, but this WTW account is mainly focused on more traditional styles. Anyway, I'm just a kid trying to figure out my life, but I hope you will come along on the ride with me.

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sunflower_queen (United States of America)() published:

i miss you.

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Can I be honest?
Truth is, I never knew I would ever be writing something like this
I never knew I would ever feel like this 
I don't even really know where to start.

I really miss you
And yeah, I know I'm supposed to be happy now
I'm talking to someone
He loves me
I love him
But that doesn't matter.

Because I still think about what could have happened
I think about where we would be if this...

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sunflower_queen (United States of America)() published:

shadow (edited version)

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he says he hates hearing me talk about being in the shadow 
not ever realizing that I'm talking about his 
how do I tell someone that they may have experienced shit 
but they still wouldn't know how I feel 

and yeah, living in the shadow of dead cousin must be tough 
especially since he found out after he was dead 
and he is trying to do the same thing his cousin was famous (and killed) for
Music 
but that is...

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about 2 months ago

sunflower_queen (United States of America)() published:

enough

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why can't i be enough
for just one person
why can't a guy talk to me and me only

what is so bad about me
what is so wrong
why can i only be a supplement
but never a stand-alone

there are 7 billion people on this earth
and yet I can't find just one to love me for me
to love me and me only
why is this so difficult

i know i sound selfish
but this is the...

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sunflower_queen (United States of America)() published:

shadow

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he says he hates hearing me talk about being in the shadow
not ever realizing that I'm talking about his
how do I tell someone that they may have expierenced shit
but they still wouldn't know how I feel

and yeah, living in the shadow of dead cousin must be tough
especially since he found out after he was dead
and he is trying to do the same thing his cousin did
Music
but that is nothing like living in...

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2 months ago

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sunflower_queen (United States of America)() published:

Burning Bridges

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Jealousy turns to sadness
Fading into a mask of resolve
Tears run off a face of stone
Barely leaving a trace.

I can't let myself feel anymore
Somehow I already know
Being numb is far worse
But at least I'll survive.

And I know that every once and a while even years later
I'll feel the pain I can't afford to feel right now
I guess it's a side effect of all of this
And I guess I'll have to...

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3 months ago

sunflower_queen (United States of America)() published:

The Choice Part 1 (Rewritten)

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    I came home from the first day of 5th grade feeling like absolute trash, but I saw my mom looking pretty awful too, which made me feel worse.

    "What's up Mom," I asked trying to force myself to sound happy as I let my basketball shoes fall to the ground.
    "Oh! Kendall! I didn't hear you come in. How was your first day bud?"
    "It was aight," I lied. "Are you okay though?" She was more important than a less...

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Being in Love

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I thought I had been in love before, but it was nothing like this. That was something completely different. I felt like that person was a really good friend, and I was glad to have him in my life, but I didn’t even realize that I had loved him until a few years after the relationship had died. With you it was completely different. It was like from the moment I saw you, I knew we were gonna be something...

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4 months ago

sunflower_queen (United States of America)() published:

Dear Arville Brown,

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Dear Arville Brown,
You are a disgrace. Here’s why. You have been on this planet for 57 years. You have gone to war. You have learned to talk to enemies and friends alike, and yet you still haven’t figured out how to treat the opposite sex. You are supposed to be a deacon, and yet you don’t treat people the way God treats people. You call yourself a Christian, but if I thought that’s how Christians really behaved, I would...

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4 months ago

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sunflower_queen (United States of America)() published:

This is the World we Live in.

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This is the world we live in.

A guy feels handsome because a girl sends him pics
That's what makes someone handsome in this world
Pictures of a girl's body.
I thought that was it
But turns out there's more.

Correct me if I'm reading into this too much
But I can't change the way it sounds to me
And it sounds very familiar.

It sounds like a black person seeking validation from a white person
It doesn't matter what I,...

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