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sunflower_queen817

United States

“And the Ghosts
they own everything”

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Uh hi, I'm Anthia. I am a writer by nature, but I decided to do something with the pieces I create. I also play the guitar, and I write songs/raps as well, but this WTW account is mainly focused on more traditional styles. Anyway, I'm just a kid trying to figure out my life, but I hope you will come along on the ride with me.

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sunflower_queen817 (United States) published:

This is really me

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I lied.
No matter how broken I am I will always pull myself together in order to help someone else.
I will always offer a hug to someone who needs one
A fake friend, a guy who occasionally treats me like shit, anyone really.

It's to the point where I put others' feelings in front of my own
And it's a little scary to be frank.

Because one day there won't be people to care about
And then I'll actually...

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about 6 hours ago

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sunflower_queen817 (United States) published:

i can't anymore.

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I can't do this anymore
I can't be strong for everybody else when I can't even be strong enough for myself
I can't keep living pretending like everything is fine when in reality it's not.
I can't keep living period.

I can't keep a straight face anymore
Not when I'm drowning in my own tears on the inside
I can't keep telling everyone to just breathe
When I can't even breathe for myself
I can't keep lying to people and...

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about 10 hours ago

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sunflower_queen817 (United States) published:

I have a Question

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So I promised that I would revamp "The Choice" (my fic) once I got to 50 followers but I just want to make sure my peeps still would like that or even read that. I would be leaving the originals up, but also rewriting them. Let me know what you guys think.
Side note, I just want to thank all of you for all of the support, it means a lot to me. A lot of the poetry I upload...

3 days ago

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sunflower_queen817 (United States) published:

I'm tired.

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You know what's tiring?
Sitting on the phone
With someone who "wanted" to talk to you
And feeling the air grow heavy with silence.

Trying to start conversations
And watching the other person let them die
Even though you know they'll complain about it later.

Staring at the person through the camera
Wondering if they're thinking about how the other girl they were talking to was much more interesting
But not being able to give up on them
Because you...

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3 days ago

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sunflower_queen817 (United States) published:

My Lost Friend

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I thought I was done with our friendship
I thought I was ready to move on
After all you played with the feelings of everyone I've ever cared about.

Turns out I was wrong
I'm not ready to let you go
The old you I mean.

The new you is a backstabber who plays dirty
But the old you was my best friend
You were the person I looked forward to seeing every Sunday
You were always there for me ...

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4 days ago

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sunflower_queen817 (United States) published:

I'm over you

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I'm over you
I swear
But I don't think I'm over the idea of you
Of us
Let me explain.

We were supposed to be meant to be
Two characters in a story that was supposed to have a happy ending
We were supposed to be the cute couple
The one who shares earbuds
And blankets on cold nights.

Today while we were all walking in the rain
You were supposed to run up from behind me
And surprise me...

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8 days ago

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sunflower_queen817 (United States) published:

u are not my boyfriend.

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You are not my boyfriend.
I don't know why I keep forgetting that
But it's painful everytime I remember
And I remember quite often

It always starts on a day where I'm feeling good
A day like today
Everything is going right
And then suddenly you call me and talk to someone else
For an hour

And then suddenly I'm back where I started
A broken heart
And a broken head

And then suddenly that's when I realize you are...

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13 days ago

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sunflower_queen817 (United States) liked Caged by sunflower_queen817 (United States)

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