sunflower_queen

United States

“And the Ghosts
they own everything”

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Uh hi, I'm Anthia. I am a writer by nature, but I decided to do something with the pieces I create. I also play the guitar, and I write songs/raps as well, but this WTW account is mainly focused on more traditional styles. Anyway, I'm just a kid trying to figure out my life, but I hope you will come along on the ride with me.

sunflower_queen (United States) liked what do we do by sunflower_queen (United States)

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what do we do

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When civil is not civil enough
And the shattered past cannot be picked up
When all of the trust in the world cannot fix the mess we have made.

When there is nowhere to go from here
And the voices get louder in our ear
When all of the faith in the world cannot bring back the lives we take.
 

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Update

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Hey y'all! I hope everyone is doing well during this difficult season. I have taken a hiatus from this website due to school getting harder, and my priorities changing, but I want to start uploading consistently, and getting back to writing again.  

3 months ago

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sunflower_queen (United States) published:

i miss you.

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Can I be honest?
Truth is, I never knew I would ever be writing something like this
I never knew I would ever feel like this 
I don't even really know where to start.

I really miss you
And yeah, I know I'm supposed to be happy now
I'm talking to someone
He loves me
I love him
But that doesn't matter.

Because I still think about what could have happened
I think about where we would be if this...

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7 months ago

sunflower_queen (United States) published:

shadow (edited version)

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he says he hates hearing me talk about being in the shadow 
not ever realizing that I'm talking about his 
how do I tell someone that they may have experienced shit 
but they still wouldn't know how I feel 

and yeah, living in the shadow of dead cousin must be tough 
especially since he found out after he was dead 
and he is trying to do the same thing his cousin was famous (and killed) for
Music 
but that is...

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8 months ago

sunflower_queen (United States) published:

enough

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why can't i be enough
for just one person
why can't a guy talk to me and me only

what is so bad about me
what is so wrong
why can i only be a supplement
but never a stand-alone

there are 7 billion people on this earth
and yet I can't find just one to love me for me
to love me and me only
why is this so difficult

i know i sound selfish
but this is the...

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8 months ago

sunflower_queen (United States) liked The Deal by sunflower_queen (United States)

8 months ago

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shadow

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he says he hates hearing me talk about being in the shadow
not ever realizing that I'm talking about his
how do I tell someone that they may have expierenced shit
but they still wouldn't know how I feel

and yeah, living in the shadow of dead cousin must be tough
especially since he found out after he was dead
and he is trying to do the same thing his cousin did
Music
but that is nothing like living in...

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8 months ago

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sunflower_queen (United States) published:

Burning Bridges

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Jealousy turns to sadness
Fading into a mask of resolve
Tears run off a face of stone
Barely leaving a trace.

I can't let myself feel anymore
Somehow I already know
Being numb is far worse
But at least I'll survive.

And I know that every once and a while even years later
I'll feel the pain I can't afford to feel right now
I guess it's a side effect of all of this
And I guess I'll have to...

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9 months ago

sunflower_queen (United States) published:

The Choice Part 1 (Rewritten)

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    I came home from the first day of 5th grade feeling like absolute trash, but I saw my mom looking pretty awful too, which made me feel worse.

    "What's up Mom," I asked trying to force myself to sound happy as I let my basketball shoes fall to the ground.
    "Oh! Kendall! I didn't hear you come in. How was your first day bud?"
    "It was aight," I lied. "Are you okay though?" She was more important than a less...

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