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Just a thought...

United States

~I like to do at least one thing that scares me every day

~She/Her

~The only straight I am is straight up weird

~I don't write as well as everyone else on here, but I try.

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I only publish first drafts...good luck.

Sorry if I write like I'm twelve...I'm not.

Good luck reading my thoughts

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not today

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This hurts.
It's not your fault you don't like me back.  
I just wish you wanted to be with me.  
You told me you liked him but I guess it didn't register until I saw your reaction...  
How he makes you smile,  
The way you say his name,  
Your eyes lit up brighter than the sun.

I should've seen this coming.  
Maybe I kind of did.  
I never thought it would hurt this...

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and I just want to scream your name

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I've known you since we were little kids,
You set me on fire. 
Racing pulse,
Sweaty palms, 
My heart can't help but swell, 
and I just want to scream your name.

Your eyes are vibrant and gorgeous,
I could stare at them for a millennium.
You don't understand what I think is so special about them,
But how can anyone not stare? 
and I just want to scream your name

I live your brain,
No way I could be running...

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one year later

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It's been a year.

A year ago…
you were 17 and I was 15,
I was hopelessly infatuated with you,
we were good friends,
talking every day,
the smell of your perfume made me smile,
seeing you overwhelmed me with happiness.

Today…
you are 18 and I am 16,
I am hopelessly infatuated with you,
we are barely friends,
talking scarcely,
the smell of your perfume makes me unbelievably melancholy,
seeing you overwhelms me with anxiety but still a wave...

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Just a thought... (United States) published:

thinking...

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My thoughts like to roam free and remind me of things.

Things that I wish I could forget
like the way her perfume smelled
and how perfectly her hand fit in mine,
The way she said my name,
her vibrant personality,
how easily she could make me laugh and blush and feel whole.
It’s not like I want her, but I need her.

Then I finally come back to reality...
I know that she’s past me and onto the next.
...

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everywhere

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It’s been a year...

A year without you
holding my hand,
calling me yours,
getting jealous over me,
laying your head on my lap,
showing off your perfect smile,
turning me into a toxic person right along with you.

But I miss it.

I miss you
calling me stupid,
grabbing my hand,
stealing my jacket,
borrowing my attention from everyone else,
making me think I had a chance.

And you’re everywhere.

I find you in the worst places,
favorite songs, ...
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want

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I want to hold your hand,
Feel your heart beating close to mine,
Hug you for all of forever and more,
Stare at you until my eyes hurt,
Listen to your voice until you run out of things to say,
Make you laugh that laugh that I swear was reserved for me,
Smile that smile that made me melt.

I want you to feel the same about me, not him.
Make fun of me again.
Lay your head on my...

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Just a thought... (United States) published:

everything and nothing

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I miss when getting hurt was called an ouchie.
Sometimes I forget about that feeling in my heart .
When I see your face:
I still feel your hands on mine,
Your heartbeat against my ear,
The warmth your smile brings to my cheeks,
The everything and nothing you made me feel all at once...

Our happy content.

But then it all comes rushing back to me:
Sleepless nights I spent thinking about if you were with him,
The weeks...

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