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Lana-Rae

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Life Story 0-9

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0 is from when life seemed to be perfect, before things went wrong with my parents, and my life went downhill. It is the time that I don't remember well, because I was so young. It is from before my parents became addicts and stopped taking care of me. This was one of the best times of my life.

1 is for foster care in the United States, where I spent four terrifying years. I moved through many foster homes,...

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Lana-Rae (United States) published:

Deal Me a Hangover

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A wild card in a deck of 53,
Suits and dresses to stand out
Amongst the faces.
Pleasure mingles with sweet Felicity,
Shyness is the elephant in the room.
Accept a drink as bubbly as the good spirits;
Recall rash resolutions resulting wrongly.
And... make more. 
Enter, Regret, the bouncer is preoccupied;
Snag an apple for that appetite. 
Patience has a story to tell.

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Cut Off From The World

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Anger inside. Pain. Misery. I just want this to end, already. My breath tastes like fire. My body shakes, convulses. Am I dying? It's very possible that I AM dying, but I'm dying very very slowly and noone else can tell but me. My parents know nothing of it anymore. They have no clue that I am bingeing and purging. But I can't tell them. They wouldn't understand.

My world is spiraling out of control. My heart looks like peanut...

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Life Story 0-9

0 is from when life seemed to be perfect, before things went wrong with my parents, and my life went downhill. It is the time that I don't remember well, because I was so young. It is from before my parents became addicts and stopped taking care of me. This was one of the best times of my life.

1 is for foster care in the United States, where I spent four terrifying years. I moved through many foster homes, most just as terrible as the home that I had been removed from. They say that foster care is a good place, but it never was for me. All of my foster parents just wanted the monthly checks they received for having me.

2 is for November 17th, 2007, fourteen days after I turned 11, when I was finally adopted. My adoptive mother had been my first grade teacher and she loved me through more than anyone ever had. It...

Flashlight

Deal Me a Hangover

A wild card in a deck of 53,
Suits and dresses to stand out
Amongst the faces.
Pleasure mingles with sweet Felicity,
Shyness is the elephant in the room.
Accept a drink as bubbly as the good spirits;
Recall rash resolutions resulting wrongly.
And... make more. 
Enter, Regret, the bouncer is preoccupied;
Snag an apple for that appetite. 
Patience has a story to tell.

Open Prompt

Cut Off From The World

Anger inside. Pain. Misery. I just want this to end, already. My breath tastes like fire. My body shakes, convulses. Am I dying? It's very possible that I AM dying, but I'm dying very very slowly and noone else can tell but me. My parents know nothing of it anymore. They have no clue that I am bingeing and purging. But I can't tell them. They wouldn't understand.

My world is spiraling out of control. My heart looks like peanut butter. Second guessing everything. Can I just stay home from school? No, not today. Only eight days total until my last official day of school. I'm tired of being hated. Tired of feeling fat, hated and ugly. Tired of living. No way to end the hate that everyone has for me. That I have for me. Nobody truly likes me at school. I'm just the crazy girl. The psycho. The outcast.

Mom wants me to go back to the psychiatrist,...

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