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.audrey michelle.

United States

.hi.
.im audrey.
.writing.
.reading.
.volleyball.
.art.
.i stand by the cold is better than the hear :D.
.chat if ur bored... idk... im bored!!!!.

Message to Readers

regrets...

chief...

January 9, 2019

FREE WRITING

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it ain't it chief...
it ain't it
to be
that way anymore,
chief...

you can't go up to me
and ask me
and not give me a 
choice
on whether or not
i wanna do what
you're asking me for...

it just ain't it chief...

hear me out,
chief...

i know you don't wanna
listen to be
blabbing on about how
i don't wanna
do what you want
me to do,
and
i know that it's pretty
friggin'
annoying.
but i don't care.
i'm not gonna do what
you want me to do
because 
i wanna have a life
in the future...
i don't wanna be caught
for what you want 
me to do
cuz they will just assume
and
i'm not good with doing
it either...
i will scar myself so
badly
that i don't think i
would know what
i would do...
i would never be able
to focus
or
do anything without
people thinking 
something's wrong with me.

i don't care how
much you want it,
chief, 
but
it ain't it...

you can't say that
it doesn't matter
that
it won't scar you,
you're stupid enough
to think that
you are the only one with
a choice...
you say that you won't stop
begging me if i do it,
but do i give two
damns?
no...
i don't.

we used to be friends,
chief,
and then you did
something meant
for someone else, but
then you used to
to your advantage
and lied to me about it.

why, chief?
it ain't it...

i don't get why you
say that you'll never 
bother me
when we keep 
blocking 
and 
unblocking
each other on everything...
this isn't for you to decide,
it's for me,
and just because you
got to me once,
you're never gonna get
to me again...

chief,
it just ain't it

~ .audrey michelle.
 
this is something that is happening in my life right now, but im not saying that situation or the person (and it's not anyone from here) and idk...  i wanted to put a popular meme in here for no apparent reason...

i guess enjoy my repetitiveness if ya want! 

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6 Comments
  • .audrey michelle.

    ty!!!


    6 months ago
  • Quille

    This is so good, dude. :D I really enjoy the personality in your poems and if that's you shining through the words-which I kinda think it is--you go, girl! And you rock this type of poetry SOO much, making it your own, unique thing really, really well. Keep it up 'cause it's awesome! :DD


    6 months ago
  • .audrey michelle.

    ty!


    7 months ago
  • spearmint

    I love this piece. Yes, it's frustrating when you are asked a question, yet not given a choice, isn't it? I liked this work very much. Great job!


    7 months ago
  • .audrey michelle.

    you used it*** to your advantage...

    i really suck @ life :::DDDDDDD


    7 months ago
  • .audrey michelle.

    listen to me**


    7 months ago