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Message to Readers

I know a lot of you have been wondering where I’ve been-don’t worry.
I wasn’t sick on Christmas-I got sick the day after.


December 27, 2018


One minute, I was in the shower.
Then I was in the emergency room, vomiting tirelessly and barely able to stand.

My poor mother, wringing her hands nervously as my brother held a basin under my chin.
My sister held my hair away from my face.
My own hands clutched my stomach as I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to rid my vision of the dancing dots that had pestered me for hours.

Ant wiped the bitter tears from my eyes and whispered sweet nothings in my ear.

I’d somehow found it within me to forgive him for the diary entries.
But we’ve chosen to remain friends.
I love him still, but in a platonic way. 

“It’s gonna be alright, I promise.” He stroked my hair gently as I laid up against my pillow. “You’ll see.”

”Knock, knock.” Came his voice. 
“Matt.” I mumbled, reaching out for him weakly, trying to smile a little, at least.

”Hey, babydoll.” His blue eyes sparked when his gaze met mine, and he leaned in to peck me on the lips.
”Dude, that’s so gross,” Ant smirked. “You’re gonna taste her puke.”

“Well, lucky me.” Matt ran a hand along my side. “I get to go where no guy has gone before.”

I giggled a little, feeling hazy. “Matt,” I whispered.
“Keep rubbing, okay?”

He chuckled. “Are you gettin’ tired?”


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  • .audrey michelle.

    NOOOOO!!!!!! Ur sick???? I hope u feel better!!!

    And Matt to the rescue!

    Hope u feel better!

    over 1 year ago
  • inspiremaks14

    I hope everything's okay with you now. If it isn't, I pray it will be.

    over 1 year ago
  • she’s-got-a-story

    prayers <3

    over 1 year ago
  • Mangolover

    Me & @Catherinely Me were kinda worried about you... We were hoping that you were ok after everything you've been through. I'm glad you're back, but I hope you get better :P Anyways, good luck :D

    over 1 year ago
  • Dummie

    YOUR BACK!!!!! OH MY GOD ARE YOU OKAY!?!?!?!? Awwwwe, Iz... Wait what did the diary entries say? And how do we know Matt? Was he a football player or a dancer or just someone at school? And will he be here? Because imma need to give him a TALK.

    over 1 year ago