Listen, I know you. You are so talented. I see you everyday looking at other people and what they're doing and wondering why you can't do that. Thing is, though, YOU CAN. Not exactly like them, of course, because you do it differently!
As I read one time on Instagram, "Flowers and fairy lights are both beautiful but no one expects a flower to be like a fairy light." Or something along those lines.
You are beautiful. What you're doing is beautiful. Please learn to admire others while not, at the same time, putting yourself down.