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Asexual || Dreamer || Hufflepuff
Hopeless romantic dreaming to find her true love
Songs || Stories || Poems
In love with two people, plus someone who can never be mine.

Message from Writer

Each and every one of you is special.

You’re made of stardust, too.

If you can’t find a bright side, it’s okay to sit in the dark for little bit while your eyes adjust. It’ll be easier to find light after that.

I love you to the moon and back.


September 9, 2018

It's all I've ever wanted. 
To feel important to someone,
Never to be their second choice but
Someone who matters more than anyone else.
To just one person, I want to be

So many people have been my
Whole world.
It'd be nice to be someone else's
But I know deep down
There's always someone more important than me.
I'm just a backup plan, a last resort. 

I'm so tired of knowing
No matter who I"m with,
There's always someone else they'll choose over me.
I'm never really anyone's "best friend".
I know it's just how it works, it's who I am,
But it hurts.

I know I'll never be anyone's number one, their go-to person.

Why aren't I good enough?


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