I won't remember what has been forgotten

Indeed I wish I could remember
time spent together last September
the soul you will dismember

Indeed I wish I could recall your looks
your features your imperfections 
the heart you took

Indeed I wish I could relive your kindness
and my blindness
You are no longer in my mind this way

Your image has been distorted
by all the cruel acts you committed
There is nothing you can change about the mistreatment of me

My consciousness no longer fogged with your lies
poisoned by your words 
distracted by your actions

My feelings belong to me 
they are no longer yours to play with
I have cut the strings from my puppet body

Indeed I wish I could think of you fondly
this of course impossible
my mind has finally regrouped

Although I will never be the same  person I was
I will recover I will grow and blossom
this, unfortunately, something you don't have the skills to accomplish

I have grown out of you 
tossed you aside 
it is my turn to be in charge

I rule.