AcetheticallyPleasing

United States

Asexual || Dreamer || Hufflepuff
Hopeless romantic dreaming to find her true love
Songs || Stories || Poems
In love with two people, plus someone who can never be mine.

Message to Readers

Just some random trashpost, since I haven't posted anything in a while.

What Makes You Think...

May 14, 2018

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...That I am a happy person?
Is it my smile I've mastered?
My colored contacts to hide the broken glass behind them?
The compliments I constantly give out but never take?

...That your words don't hurt me?
Is it the way I laugh away your verbal bullets?
The fact that I don't give you the satisfaction of crying in front of you?
Your mind trying to tell you what you're saying is okay?

...That I'm not as valuable as every other person?
Is it my interests that don't match yours?
You trying to make yourself feel better about your own flaws?
The way I constantly tell myself I'm nothing?

...That I'm not trying to get better?
Is it me, being meaner to myself than anyone else is?
That I don't listen to my friends when I ask for their help?
That I don't always tell you what's going on, for whatever reason?

...That I can control my emotions?
sorry, i just can't. i don't know where you got the idea that i can.

 

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