Jesica

Australia

Daughter of Christ ❤️
Romanian
Family of 14
Book Worm
Singer/Pianist/Guitarist
15-years-old
Camping, Hiking and Exploring
Stars, Galaxies, Nature, Animals

Message from Writer

Jesus Loves You and I Do Too!

"For I know the plans I have for you" Declares the Lord, "Plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to give you a hope and a future."- Jeremiah 29:11

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“You can always edit a bad page. You can't edit a blank page.’
- Jodi Picoult

“What you are is God's gift to you, what you become is your gift to God.”
- Hans urs von Balthasar.

I Love You, Though it May Seem I Don’t

June 27, 2022

FREE WRITING

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You were like a childhood friend, 
we went way back. 
Our stories and memories, 
It’s happiness we didn’t lack.

Yet now, I look at you,
As I do, a stranger.
I feel the insides of me groan,
I can sense the danger.

It’s so different now with you,
I’d hate to think it’s true.
But each time I look at you,
The bright light now seems blue.
 
When I look in your eyes,
I sense the sadness deep within.
I’m so sorry I couldn’t be better,
I’ve caused the pain you are in.

When I see the younger you,
You never wasted a laugh.
But now I see you smiling,
I feel my heart tear apart.

You smile like you mean it,
You assure you are ok.
But there’s that little sadness,
That creeps in each day. 

I’m sorry i’ve been different,
I’m sorry I treat you this way.
I can’t even begin to forgive myself,
Could you love me anyway?
To all my family and friends: I LOVE YOU ALL!! Jesus Loves You and I Do Too :)
Thanks to Abelle17 (Nigeria) for the review!
 

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9 Comments
  • Madalina

    Re: um… no one!


    about 1 month ago
  • Lucy Ashworth

    Re: oh lol ;)
    Yeah, it is! We're excited too. Lots of changes.
    how's your summer going?
    good to hear from you too :)


    about 1 month ago
  • IfPagesCouldTalk

    Re: Yes. She is very sweet and gifted.
    Aww thanks! I actually meet some one I "competed" with (we were in different sections so we didn't actually compete) at the local festival on here. It was really neat cause i had commented on her piece and then she asked me if i had been in the festival cause she recognized my name ect. Anyways it was pretty cool.
    Yeah ive stopped trying but i think i do it anyways. or at least im suprised how they actually do look. Thank you! My friend (typewriter06) took that picture while i was playing tennis for the first time! I just cut my hair recently. I cut off 10 1/2 inches! Id cut my hair two years before that and i guess it grew fast!
    I also feel blessed that I can be your friend! Its great meeting fellow believers in here! I totally know what you mean! " If you want love, you're gonna have go through the pain" (NF)
    That's really exciting! I , too, have a phone. Ill put my email on one of your older peices and then you can tell me when you got it!
    Have a wonderful day!
    -Z


    about 1 month ago
  • Lucy Ashworth

    Re: middle child, niceee :) I'm the oldest. No one listens to me lol. We expect her early December so that's pretty great. Peace and quiet... yeah, I'm sure you'd want that! I want that so often and I only have three siblings :o


    about 1 month ago
  • Lucy Ashworth

    Re: Thank you :)
    I wish I had more siblings sometimes. As long as they listen to me. Lol. I have another sibling on the way so lol that's fun. May I ask where you are in the lineup?
    sorry I haven't gotten back to you in forever, I haven't been on here in the longest time
    and this poem is super good :)


    about 1 month ago
  • IfPagesCouldTalk

    Re: Yes. I hope she does. She's moving really far away so I won't see her very ofteb. We can message and email and call still but... she's only ever lived in Canada so she's moving away from all her friends. She's on here is your wanna check her out! Her username is page_and_ink.
    You know, I really wish I could meet you in person.
    P.S. do I look different than you imagined? I always find when people set themselves as their pfp they look different than I imagined.
    P.S. thanks for your friendship <3


    about 1 month ago
  • Angel Cojo

    Really nice Jess! at least your Good at writing stories!
    I really hope I can improve…and write just like you!


    about 1 month ago
  • _Delphiruns2theocean_

    Woahhhhhhhh…
    Re: Yea, thanks! It sucks…but yk I’m giving myself 48 hours before I gotta be back to myself. And yeah that totally makes sense


    about 1 month ago
  • Lalita

    Really nice Jess... I'm sure everyone buddy related to you or who knows you like you cause you are really kind person and you are really nice with everyone


    about 1 month ago