danielrtnt

Canada

House of Flames

January 15, 2022

Now and then you get lost, not knowing how to get back
Lookin’ for a way out, trying to backtrack
On all the things that you’ve done, ‘cause you thought it was fun

Now and then you don’t remember how to feel
And it’s pretty hard, ‘cause you don’t know if it’s real
So you take a step back, and try to remember all the good times you had

But it hurts so bad ‘cause you weren’t aware of consequence
But now it’s passed and you have to deal with karma
Since you crippled under pressure, now all you want is a second chance
But there’s no one around you who is going to say “take my hand”

“Every day, now is another battle with myself
‘Cause I don’t know if I was right or they were right, do I need help?
I thought that I was standin’ up, now every breath is like a bullet
Delving to the bank of all my proudest, yet most shameful moments”

Every day, now I get up, not knowing what to do
Tryna figure this out, thinkin’ things through
Every day now is another battle with myself
 
Now and then we don’t remember how to feel
So we let ourselves go, and start to question everything
Apparently there’s no trust now, because it wasn’t real
Betrayal really sucks, even when you’re on the doer’s end

It hurts so bad, you weren’t aware of consequence
But now it’s passed, you have to deal with karma since you crippled under pressure
Now all you want is a second chance
There’s no one around you who is going to say “take my hand”

“Every day, now is another battle with myself
I don’t know if I was right or they were right, do I need help?
I thought that I was standin’ up, now every breath is like a bullet
Delving to the bank of all my proudest, yet most shameful moments”

And yeah, I thought that you might forgive me for everything I've done
But at least you’re happy
And now that I’m dealin' out all the queens
I guess we gotta make for the ace and kings

But we were here first, before all the drama
And I’d hate to see this bridge just fall apart
If I try to mend this now, will it come together?
Or will we stay this way forever?

I don’t want to stay if you’re gonna fall away
Would it be a mistake?
Or would I be calm today if I’d let you flake from either side of me?
Well, that’s not the case
 

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