Contradictions and confusions

I was a lesbian
and then I met you. 

I loved my best friend
Until they were a supernova. 

I was a girl
But back then I was stupid. 

I was crying myself to sleep
But then I remembered how many others have it worse. 

I hated them
And now I love them again. 

You loved a one eyed man, 
and now we both hate him. 

I was nothing
And-
Wait. 
I still am.