Disabled (chronically ill)
Highly Sensitive Person
XXFJ, Melancholic-Sanguine, ambivert
Update 7/25/2021: So AE completely ignored me like all week at camp. And then I found out that he and his friends all bullied this one guy by calling him the f slur. AE and his good friend both gave their lives to Christ at camp, and his friend especially seems to be on fire for God, so I'm hoping that they'll soon start to reexamine the way they need to show love to others. But until then, I can't associate closely with any of them.
On a vaguely related note: As disloyal as it feels, I just want to move on from MB. My little infatuation with AE was a welcome distraction. Now I'm back to sitting in my pathetic heartbreak. At least I'm writing a cool song about it with my friend ig.
Original message board: Oh also he's like a year and 8 months younger than me which is really really weird. Like I'll be 17 in 2 months and he'll still have only been 15 for 4 months. (I think I did that math right? XD) So I'm gonna be a senior and he'll only be a sophomore. I mean he doesn't look 15, he looks 17-18, and he seems to be more thoughtful than lots of guys older than him (he risked getting in trouble for texting while doing school to make sure my stay at urgent care went well), but still.
Written By: Anne Blackwood
July 25, 2021