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You are

July 5, 2021

you are a writer.
it is the simple truth that stops you heart every time you say it. It is the shadow you swear you see at 3 a.m when all is dark and you are alone. 
We both know there was never a shadow. There was a desperation for comfort. An all consuming need for company.
you are a writer.
and yet everyday as the sun sets you deny the seed blooming in your soul. Snowballing to a size that overtakes your bones. Everyday you explain to yourself explicit equations and geometric proofs. We both know that you are talking to an empty body void of passion. You teach the periodic table and the mysteries of DNA to a ghost. 
you are a writer.
you have admitted that about 3 times in the course of your sixteen years on earth. If you died today you will have spoken the only truth you have ever truly known, 3 times. 
you are a writer.
you know because everywhere you look are words, poems, stories. Because you cannot see the world without seeing those words, poems and stories. Because everyone has a story. But you are a story, written and published on your own. Because even if the mirror has shattered into a million pieces. Even if all anyone can see is a 'caution!' sign, you know it is your future. Your peace.
You are a writer.
and one day you'll put down the white lab coat. You'll walk out of that advanced physics class. You'll stop pretending. Stop allowing yourself to be a shell of your true potential. You will release the dove called doubt and let her fly free. You will write. Truly, exclusively. And you will be happy. Because 
You are a writer.
And now you have admitted that to yourself, your sole truth, 9 times.


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  • nadyagarza

    re - awww, thank you so much!

    8 days ago
  • Zirong

    Oh my this is so relatable and riveting. I really adore the "you know because everywhere you look are words, poems, stories..." paragraph, and how you played with numbers is another big highlight of this amazing piece. This is definitely gonna be stuck in my head for some time. Looking forward to reading more from you :)

    12 days ago
  • Stone of Jade

    this is absolutely amazing. wow. so so powerful.
    /But you are a story, written and published on your own/
    ^^^LOVE this line

    12 days ago
  • ava_grace

    Wow, I love this. Congrats, this definitely deserved Wednesday Words!

    13 days ago
  • nadyagarza

    omg, this is just so gorgeously written!!!! it is so relatable, and i just felt it so much, congratulations on Wednesday words!!!! You totally deserved it!!!

    13 days ago
  • serein

    om my word this is amazing! definitely deserved wednesday words. congratulations!

    13 days ago
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    13 days ago
  • thebookishfey

    this is amazing!! congrats!!

    14 days ago
  • don't you see the starlight (#TS)

    Wow. Powerful. Congrats!

    14 days ago
  • Writing4Life

    So so gorgeous! What a powerfully beautiful piece <3 Congrats on Wednesday Words!!

    14 days ago
  • _streaks_of_stars_

    omggg i love this!!!

    14 days ago
  • NewPoet

    THIS IS BEAUTIFUL!! It is how I feel about myself everyday, and this is incredibly relatable to more than just me I’m sure. CONGRATULATIONS !

    14 days ago
  • The_Sunrise_Queen


    14 days ago
  • The_Sunrise_Queen

    this is... wow.
    this is so powerful, and I'm sure everyone on this site can relate to this... good job, this is amazing!

    29 days ago
  • River Rae

    I actually teared up during this. I mean wow.

    29 days ago
  • wisteria

    fmfiemdiedms SO GOOD OMG!! I love this!!

    30 days ago