Miloe

United States

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He/She/They
A queer mess who only speaks in gibberish.

Message to Readers

how do I know what to be, if everything that I become is wrong?

shapeshifter

May 25, 2021

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At first
I was too soft,
Too quiet,
Too alone in my own world.

That's what they told me.

I cried too much,
I was too brittle,
I needed to toughen up.

So I did.

I’m loud,
I’m fast,
You’ll never see me cry.
I’m better,
And stronger,
But still it’s not enough.

I’m embarrassing,
They say.
I’m too loud,
I talk too much,
I need too much.

I changed for you,
Was it the wrong direction?
Is it just my nature,
To never be right?

Suddenly I revert back into
How I was at the start.

A scared, 
Quiet child.

With too big of a heart.

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