~rain~

United States

She/her | Christian | Softball, Tennis, Gymnastics | Guitarist | Marvel fanatic | *in love with Tom Holland*

"Beauty is power; a smile is its sword."

Est. November 2020

Message to Readers

have a wonderful night that is a million times better than mine, world.

to the boy who i fell in love with (review for a review!!!!)

May 7, 2021

FREE WRITING

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lavender walls surround me, trapping me in
the sorrow i caused for myself
i should never blame you; you're too beautiful to be at fault
i screamed, i yelled, i hurt, i cried a river for us even though
there isn't any "us" in "weeping without a shoulder to cry on"
the wishes i have are no longer possible
after the long argument we had that warm summer night
your voice was pained, your face was full of unhappiness
damn your sweet smile that was wasted for me
i want it all to evaporate from my mind but
you're just too impossible to let go after the sweet conversations
i thought you liked me, i thought there wouldn't be arguments
until you talked to her, flirted with her
the pretty blond girl who i secretly envied
and left me alone, sobbing under an empty sky
that was once filled with stars and loved when i was with you

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4 Comments
  • Obelisk Sky

    This is breathtaking. Thanks for the piece.


    4 months ago
  • Starlitskies

    Ah this is so heartfelt and wonderfully written!
    "you're too beautiful to be at fault" - I'm in love with this line! Just breathtaking!
    Aand I just submitted a review. :)
    Also, the message board: hope you're doing okay! I'm sending your way a next-morning that is a billion times better than mine. (Mine wasn't all bad, so yours will be awesome! ;) )


    4 months ago
  • _Delphiruns2theocean_

    And just read the message board....r u ok?! Anyone I need to track down?! I'm here for you <3


    4 months ago
  • _Delphiruns2theocean_

    Is this related to ur crush...? If so is there anyone I need to track down...? It is a great piece tho except lol, a bit unrelated and nick picky but not all blondes are that successful in romance and beauty (exhibit a- me xD)


    4 months ago