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Message from Writer

--> tldr; writing is my therapy.

i joined this place years back because i love writing and used to write tons of fictional stories. i stopped for a while and published less often because i started to care too much about the likes and comments, but now i'm back with a different reason. there was a period of time i kept listening to musicals and whenever i was upset, i found it satisfying to rhyme words and get anything i want to say out into the open. it's mostly without much context (sometimes it's even hard to decode), but it really helped, so i keep doing it.

on another note, i swear i'm friendly, so drop me a comment if you need someone to talk to! :')

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the world never stops spinning; the problems never stop haunting

April 21, 2021

FREE WRITING

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why can’t people understand that
sometimes i just don’t wanna talk
and that it’s nothing personal
and i’ve got nothing against you at all?

i just feel tired in the morning
but you never understand,
and it always me being rude
or unfriendly in the end.

you say you try to talk to me,
but do you every wonder why
i only speak a few sentences before
the conversations ends every time?

you’re always shouting at me
for no goddamn reason,
as if i’ve done something wrong
or i’ve committed treason.

“don’t be part of this household then,”
you keep saying to me,
as though that fixes the problems and
doesn’t make the hole more deep.

stop guilt-tripping me,
stop being manipulative,
you make me wish that i had
a much better life to live.

you act like i have to be perfect,
but only “perfect” to you,
did you ever even ask me
whether or not i wanted to?

“it’s like i’ve only got one child”,
oh i can grant you that wish,
just don’t come to me crying
once i am over all this.

if you don’t want me in the family
then i’ll gladly, gladly leave,
because i don’t need people who make me
feel like i’m a boat lost out at sea.
uh stan day6 stan skz stan ateez

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