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i joined this place years back because i love writing and used to write tons of fictional stories. i stopped for a while and published less often because i started to care too much about the likes and comments, but now i'm back with a different reason. there was a period of time i kept listening to musicals and whenever i was upset, i found it satisfying to rhyme words and get anything i want to say out into the open. it's mostly without much context (sometimes it's even hard to decode), but it really helped, so i keep doing it.

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i don’t know what to say anymore; it just hurts.

April 11, 2021

FREE WRITING

5
as every day passes,
the suffering returns;
and i still don’t know
what i did to deserve
all this pain and these problems
that break me inside
and i wish i had somewhere
to run to and hide;

please don’t leave,

please don’t stay;

tell me we’ll

be okay;

(i don’t even

know who

i am saying

this to)


i’m afraid,


i don’t know,


why is it


always so


complicated?


it hurts


and it’s far from


the first



time i’m



asking for help:



please save me



from this hell;



i was fine,



i’m not now;



wanna go back,



don’t know how.




so i scream,




no one hears




as the darkness




draws near;




and i’ll guess




just keep sinking;




let the ocean




consume me.
i’m okay.

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4 Comments
  • ria.x

    the footnote...was a lie; but thanks for the comments haha i'm feeling better now ^^'


    6 months ago
  • Nyla

    Ok I’m not sure if you’re kidding or not cause of the footnotes but if you ever feel like this please feel free to talk to me- no one deserves to feel like this. If you were just writing a sad poem however then this was really powerful! The format, the rhymes in the beginning, saying you don’t deserve to feel like this just evoked so much sympathy, and the ending “ocean consume me” just really sad.


    6 months ago
  • Deleted User

    this was lovely. the way you wrote with the spacing...it really drew me in and made the poem so powerful. if you ever want to vent to someone who might be able to relate, don't hesitate to spam me with comments.
    or we could take your mind off of this and talk about my ult group ateez :) (i saw your bio :D)


    6 months ago
  • ✧♬TwinklingLights♬✧

    hey hey itll be okay I promise
    please come to my page if you need to vent
    sending love <3


    6 months ago