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occasional nerd
future songwriter

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if yall ever want to talk, my insta is gabiiconnor :)

i'm secretly not so secretly addicted to coffee and long night drives

also remember to stay hydrated, get enough sleep, and don't skip meals! :)

go check out my twin, Rohan's Defender. she's literally so talented and so much fun to talk to!!

i wish i could say this is just a state of mind

April 8, 2021


sometimes it's hard to exist
parents want perfection
friends want a shoulder to cry on
brother wants you to play games with him
sister wants you to leave her alone

you'd never know she was hurting
pushing her feelings aside
and faking it
so they can make it
their reality
the world has a different plan for her
but she can't see it
too focused on what she can see
her perfect parents
her needy "friends"
her lonely brother
her angsty sister
she's not hurting
not visibly
but mentally?
she's being torn apart.


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  • nolongeractive

    Wow, I just love this piece and all of the meaningful impact that lies within it; in addition, your talent is portrayed so effortlessly in this piece and I love all of the diction in it; you have so much talent and I cannot wait to see what else you write!

    29 days ago
  • Rohan’s Defender

    Awww, this is so raw and heartfelt. I’m here for you if you ever need to talk, okay? Just remember that. I hope you find some joy and laughter today (go watch BTS Run at some point!!) Just talk to me if you want to, okay?
    I actually came to ask about the bts asmr’s that you mentioned; I looked them up, but there were so many! Most of the ones I saw were like one of them as your boyfriend or something. Which ones do you listen to? I was looking for just like a calming one (maybe either JK, Jimin, or Tae).

    about 1 month ago
  • Ren(hiatus)

    Ah, I terribly relate to this. I hope you find a reason to smile or at relax soon because sometimes gets way too taxing
    Though woah another Army! Nice to meet you, guessing Jimin's your bias?

    about 1 month ago