Disabled (chronically ill)
Highly Sensitive Person
XXFJ, Melancholic-Sanguine, ambivert
So. Some of y'all probably need to get caught up on the MB chronicles. This poem was genuinely written, but I figured it'd also be a good place to sum everything up. (Recent update at the end)
We met in math class 2 years ago when I switched schools. I thought he was cute. He switched out of the class. The next year we had class together again and I was annoyingly attracted to him but it didn't go further. We had a fun dynamic.
Pandemic hit. Didn't think about him much. Suddenly kept thinking about him while praying and reached out over email. We became friends.
I started to have feelings. Found out he'd liked me the whole time we've known each other and I said I liked him but I'm not allowed to date and he's not Christian or compatible. Became better friends despite the weirdness. I worried if I could trust him but decided overall it was good.
He stopped liking me for a few days but it didn't really last at all. I've prayed for him ever since I met him. He was somewhat open to me talking about Jesus but was stubborn.
YESTERDAY we talked about God a lot and I was extremely distressed over his unwillingness to accept what he knew was true and what could help him. Then he finally accepted Christ!!!!!! So freaking. Excited. Happy happy happy.
Later he said he'd "lost all control of his feelings for me" and was so grateful for everything. He said he loved me...
P. S. He's 17 almost 18 and I'm 16.5.
Written By: Anne Blackwood
April 1, 2021