please speak i'm tired of only assuming the best or worst.
your indifference decorates my dearest moments,
red water flows through you and the ribbon i tie in my hair.
i used to be able to, but now i struggle to make it sound beautiful.
i wanna tell you everything i hate about you
and i want you to care
can't apologies be comfortable? change feels impossible now
so much further than the end, and it hurts
even more because inspite of your carelessness,
i find hope in hell
when's the last time you thought of me, just because? let me fall apart right in front of you,
you can kill whats left of me
but atleast i know.
the truth is, you've tired me and my love.
my sensitivity has never felt so much like a burden,
you didn't even care to remember it's my birthday,
or atleast you didn't wish me what i would've
20.03.2021 was a happy day,this piece makes it seem that it wasn't.check my bio if you want;)