lochnessie

Australia

14
she/her
proud big sister <3

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fireful.

north. south.

March 17, 2021

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TW: mental health, parenting, uncertainty, substance abuse 

dad
and the moods.
when he’s up he’s up and he wants to buy a yacht and the world’s his oyster 
leaving behind a trail of destruction and confusion.
when he’s down he’s down and I don’t hear from him for a week, and he’s angry
and unpredictable.
and I might be too
my genetics against me just a little more
just a little
enough to put me on edge
so I say to myself don’t touch drink, stay awake
for fear I might awaken the rollercoaster 
I’m so sorry if this was hard to read, I hope I put the appropriate tw’s on and everything

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3 Comments
  • Nyla

    Wow- this was so powerful and emotional. I love the last line! p.s. if you ever go through anything like this- I'm always here to talk :)


    6 months ago
  • Anne Blackwood

    *hug* You're stronger than him. I know you can do it.


    6 months ago
  • pyrrhic

    i think you did a really good job with the trigger warnings, don't worry. you always write emotional pieces so well. i'm so sorry you have to go through this, nessie. my comments are always open <3


    6 months ago