I lay on the floor. I bring my fingers to my wrist and search for a pulse. I feel the steady beat that indicates not all life has left me. I manage to prop myself up on my elbows, but gravity wins and pulls me back to the earth. I attempt to reach in and grab my memories from last night, but they are out of reach. Deeply hidden under a layer of debris. A girl walks in. I remember that I like how her long black hair glows in the sun, and how her hair smells of lavender, but I don't know her. She wraps her arms around me and cries. I feel emotionless. She looks at my empty face and backs out of the room, sobbing.