forgive for a forever and hope it's worth it,
even if it's not this present is a gift that i want to lose myself in.
i feel it flushing back in, a cut-off december breathing into renewal.
i thought we had been blown away by the aimless night but
here i am, waiting by the waves
for that same riptide to bless and break me.
every moment with you is a silver lining,
honey, i hope you don't use it as a silver knife.
i'd bleed for you but i fear to bleed of our death,
find the blinding light and don't walk backwards into regret.
i love to explore our ruins,
with a glance that lasts a lifetime
and converstions that build bliss with once fallen faith.
fun fact: the first line i actually speedily wrote as a title and then kinda liked it and wanted to put it in. so then i wrote the next line to follow it.
i'm frustrated that i'm kind of writer dry,i want the flow back.