HeyThereRose

United Kingdom

17
welsh
perpetual state of confusion
probably procrastinating
nothing is real
have a good day
she/her

Message to Readers

one or two swear words/blasphemys in here, sorryyy my writing gets slightly explicit when im uh.. passionate about not being passionate?

goddamn dreamers

February 24, 2021

PROMPT: Dream Big

10
dreams
dreams
​dreams

god why is it always dreams
and future
and passion

goddammit i want some passion
i want to feel something 

at fleeting moments my heart goes
'aha'
but she always falls silent
so silent
so still

and it hurts to see others dreaming

others living

me and my friend talked of this 
as we walked on a grey grey beach;
passion, its elusiveness 
she thinks that most people are not passionate; the ones who are just shout louder
we can be normal, we can be happy
we don't have to be gods
she said

but fuck it i swear
i swear i was meant to be a dreamer
i swear there was a time when i looked at the sky and it was not grey
when i looked at the future and it was not blank

dreams, dreams, dreams

god why won't my heart leap
and fly and flutter and dance and dream

it aches
it longs
sometimes
it speculates
it hovers above the ground like a tentative balloon

but she does not fly 

and goddamnit i want a dream

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4 Comments
  • encapsulated_emotions

    this is so good (who was the friend lol)


    7 months ago
  • Deleted User

    o my goodness love this i totally relate.
    lol i wrote about being a teacher i feel like everyone else has much bigger dreams!


    7 months ago
  • aaliyahh

    i love this omg


    7 months ago
  • crow_e

    oh i felt this....


    7 months ago