HeyThereRose

United Kingdom

17
welsh
perpetual state of confusion
probably procrastinating
nothing is real
have a good day
she/her

Message to Readers

context- i was looking at some old coins my brother collected once and i was thinking 'wow this feels incredible im holding the past in my hands blah blah'
and then i was like
am i thinking that ? am i feeling that? or am i writing my emotions in my head
and then it sorta explained a feeling i get sometimes that i am not myself, im not really anyone, im just expected thoughts and actions, and i do what i think i would do; but i dont know who 'i' is

if that makes sense? i may just be mad

character

February 24, 2021

FREE WRITING

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i cannot figure out if i am feeling this feeling
or if i am feeling what i think a character would feel
if they were me

i cannot figure out if i am thinking my thoughts
or if i am thinking what the character of me is expected to think

i cannot figure out if i am doing something because i want to
or because it is expected of the character that the world and myself has created

i cannot figure out if it matters
either way 

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4 Comments
  • encapsulated_emotions

    the context of this is so interesting!


    7 months ago
  • Ree Sethu

    wonderful!


    7 months ago
  • FantasyOtter12

    btw you aren't WtW's resident ghost writer anymore? XD


    7 months ago
  • nolongeractive

    This is such a cool concept, and I really liked the overall meaning of this piece - it was just great.


    7 months ago