it doesn’t matter who i talk to
i’m just waiting for it to happen
waiting for the hurt to come
you can leave me now
ghost me like everyone else did
i’m ready for it
my heart is drowned in red
i grab the whiteout to hide it
i gotta drown all the feels away
hiding is what I’m good at it
you should know that by now
when will i be asked what i want?
maybe you’re built different
maybe you’re just the same as the others
or maybe you’ll surprise me
i’m just waiting after all ..