i. you're everything i don't need but don't leave me for the life of me,
tell me my truth and i'll tell you yours,
tell me that there are better things in a worse world.
ii. i've been banned from last month,
decorate the kitchen with white chrysanthemums and hum my way to heaven,
i've said that i'm letting you go but it's
new year and i only ever stay up 'til eleven.
maybe i should leave home and visit my dream of chicago
but even then i know i'll be thinking about our insubstantial land
and the way you didn't hold my hand,
don't get me wrong
i can, i can, forget you
just give me a minute.
iii. and we don't talk about how we aren't close anymore,
probably because we don't want to bring up that we're a ghost
and i'm unsure, about everything except that every memory feels precious and empty.
iv. they say that you should leave it at that,
and i say that its the last time.
they say i'm livin' in a dream
no, i'm making a dream of reality
but it didn't work this time
i don't know what to think or feel but i know how i think and feel but i also don't know,you know?