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I'm 17, interested in linguistics, mathematics, philosophy, theology, and history.

She/ Her | Bi | Disabled | Agnostic | Useless Intellectual | WA

I don't necessarily agree with my own assertions.

Message from Writer

I am primarily a poet, though I occasionally wade into prose and nearly always drown myself.

Listening to: Bell and Sebastian, Kings of Convenience, Jose Gonzales, Simon and Garfunkel, The Gentle Good

Reading: Albert Camus, Italo Calino, Robert Kaplan, Annie Dillard, Garcia Lorca, Hafiz, Ocean Vuong , Patrick Rothfuss

Watching: Derry Girls, Madam Secretary, The Durells in Corfu, The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel

If you would like a review, just ask!

I am always looking for good new books to read. Suggestions are welcome!

Please, please, feel free to start up a conversation or debate in the comment section of any of my pieces. There is nothing I like more than intellectual discussion.

Underneath the Textured Night

January 22, 2021


Fingers digging into corduroy, scratching fabric. Counting is not enough, I follow my sheep once I fall asleep. All my infinitives are split. 

To really go to the moon. 
To know the moon is real. 

The sun rises each morning to the forced rhythm of a fifties doo-wop song. 

I am afraid inside every daffodil is a star.
I am afraid life is not but a dream.
I am afraid to wake up. 
I am afraid.


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  • one hundred forty-seven

    Hello Zinnia123,
    I just wanted to let you know that although there were several aspects of your piece that I enjoyed, there was some mild language and I think a gay couple in it, which is why I can't review it for religious reasons. My apologies.

    about 2 months ago
  • Paisley Blue

    that middle line - wow! that took my breath away. this whole piece is stunning! and the ending... wow. <3

    about 2 months ago
  • Cosmogyral

    Ugh, In starve to see your words in prose!

    about 2 months ago
  • Livsnjutare (#words)

    I've only read two of your pieces, but they are AMAZING!
    You are truly a gifted author!

    about 2 months ago