HelpMe512

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Aro(?)/Ace
He/Him
Transphobes stay out
Joined September 2019

"If I wait 'til my tomorrow comes, is the waiting all I've ever done?"
-Ben Platt

Message from Writer

"It's alright, it's okay. You're not a monster just human and you made a few mistakes,"
-It's Alright by Mother Mother

"One page of the bible isn't worth a life,"
-The Village by Wrabel

"A hundred bad days makes a hundred good stories and a hundred good stories makes me interesting at parties,"
-100 Bad Days by AJR

"With shortness of breath, you explained the infinite
How rare and beautiful it is to even exist"
-Saturn by Sleeping At Last.

"But there's a moment when you realize they're not superheroes or villains. They're painfully, unforgivably human. The question is can you forgive them for being human anyway?"
-Dry by Neal Shusterman

panicpanicpanic

January 1, 2021

FREE WRITING

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i have to move
but i'm stuck
stuck here
in this body
stuck
i need to be free
my energy is too much to bear
let it out let it out
let me out

stuck here
chewing on my self hatred
i exist only to
be stuck
get away get away
stay away

loathing in the shape
of a whisper
you call to me
"be still"
be quiet be quiet
i stop
i attempted to put into words what it feels like to have a panic attack. for me, i feel trapped inside my own body so i move around a lot, fidget a lot, and shake a lot. i also feel like there's this little voice that tries to calm me down, and another that kinda eggs on the panic.

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5 Comments
  • Jasmine khawar

    I feel like that too. It's relatable.
    (I wish i was on that wtw zoom party XD ahh but....)


    about 2 months ago
  • (sk)eyesofocher

    re: back at you.
    (p.s. who were you kidding you do look like your pfp!)


    about 2 months ago
  • (sk)eyesofocher

    dear river:
    You are amazing. That is not even enough to say what im feeling, but yeah. Even though WtW didn't;t like it, your mental health series (and pretty much everything you write) is worthy of Olympus. It was an honor meeting you.
    #januarygifting


    about 2 months ago
  • (sk)eyesofocher

    it was amazingly fun meeting you, River! I hope we can do it again^^


    about 2 months ago
  • Paisley Blue

    wow <3


    about 2 months ago