~ 17 she/her ~
Aspiring writer and artist. Completely awestruck by night skies. Apart of many, many fandoms ;) Reader, journaler, collector.
~ pilot pens and beat-up notebooks ~
one half of the locket
um. I don’t know what to say. Bc i thought this only happened in movies. One of my closest friends gave me a card at a xmas party a couple weeks ago. In it, he mentioned some pretty sweet and encouraging things. But ended it a little unexpectedly.
My friends warned me that he might ask me out. But i didn’t really believe them. So the card both caught me off guard, and scared me. I wanted to cry. Cause i don’t want our friendship to change.
And no...this is not the boy who you all might be thinking of. This is not the one who frequents my poetry, and currently my pfp. This is a different friend, who i don’t return the feelings stated with.
Anyway...here is another late night poem that i will prob unpublish and lock away in a box for no one to read for years and years. Bc life is confusing. And as a sixteen-soon-to-be-seventeen-year-old, i don’t know how to cope other than writing about it. (btw i didn't edit and don't intend to--this was written in a rant and will most likely never see the light of day again)
Written By: Stone of Jade
December 31, 2020