Madelyn (Carolina Girl)

United States

I am a senior in high school. I have been on WTW since 8th grade. I am a Christian and am politically conservative. I believe that I can be friends and love anyone despite their beliefs. The world needs more love and encouragement, be that change.

Message to Readers

This is what I would imagine would happen if God and I sat down and talked today. Everyone has doubts sometimes and everyone has struggles. Even though it sucks remember there is a reason and He does still love you.

A Conversation Between Me and God

December 19, 2020

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I tried so hard.
"Tried to do what?"
To not give up!
To become stronger than I am.
To become better than I am. 
But at the end of the day I am just broken.
"You are never going to be perfect my darling.
Why do you work yourself so hard?
Holding yourself to expectations I don't even hold you to?
I never asked you to be perfect. 
I only asked for you to love me and live for me."
But I am not doing as good of a job as the others.
I don't bring you glory.
I am just a mess up!
I look like the rest, those who don't belong to you.
Why would you want me?
I am just broken and weak.
"You are not like those who don't belong to me.
You also should not compare yourself to others who do belong to me.
I love you for who you are that should be enough.
My love for you is not founded on the abilities of others darling.
I am your Father I love you for the mess that you are.
I am not asking you to fix yourself.
You think that you have to look perfect to belong to me.
Darling I am the fixer you are not.
Let me love you and help you.
Stop trying to do everything yourself.
You can not win if you do not let the one who created you help mend you."
It is just hard to see other people doing so much for you.
The only thing I am doing is struggling.
I don't see how that helps you.
"Pressure and struggles turns coal into diamonds.
There is a reason for your valley.
Even darkness brings me glory.
You will see that this to shall pass.
There is a reason for this struggle."
You tell me there's a reason but you feel so far away!
You love me for my mess but why aren't you present in my mess!?
"I am always here for you child, even if you think I am not.
You will never understand my plan just trust me.
And know that I know the plans for your life and love you."
 

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10 Comments
  • Paisley Blue

    this is beautiful :) your poetry is very light and encouraging, i like it a lot! i don't think we've met -- so hello! :) nice to meet you! i'm excited to read more of your work! hope you're having a great day <3


    7 months ago
  • FantasyOtter12

    Re: yea they definitely are XD thanks for your comments :)


    7 months ago
  • Writing4Life

    Re: So true! Thank you! <3 God bless you!


    7 months ago
  • Love, Rose

    this is so sweet


    7 months ago
  • SamRose

    Re: Thank you! You are so kind! And I like this piece, btw.


    7 months ago
  • Writing4Life

    This is beautiful! I'm a Christian, so it's great to meet other Christians on this site! One suggestion, watch out for spelling and grammatical errors though. There are a few in this piece.


    7 months ago
  • V-Rose

    I love this and agree with it 100%!! It's amazing!


    7 months ago
  • Busssy.Beee

    Love the message!!


    7 months ago
  • Nikki

    Re: thank you so much!
    also... this is such a sweet piece. i love it!


    7 months ago
  • Sunflower~

    This is a great piece and such a good reminder ;)


    7 months ago