hi. welcome to my profile. please make sure you eat today, you need it to stay alive! happy giggling!
i'm a Catholic and a day-dreamer, that's all (:
most of my stuff sounds the same tbh :/

Message to Readers

i feel like this sounds like some sort of diss track that i'd see on social media .-.

Sorry I'm Not "Normal" ((:

December 5, 2020



"Put your mike on and just tell the teacher. That's normal to do."

I love the fact that you are implying that I fail to act like a normal human being,
When I can actually spell "mic" right, is that really a typo I'm seeing?

You know what, maybe I'm not normal, but who are you to judge?
It's a little hard to be normal when I'm battling panic attacks that won't budge.

I hate joining your online lessons, but I still get up and attend them,
Even though I don't have the booklet, so it's really quite dumb.

I spoke about your comment with my mother, she says that it's okay,
But mother isn't me, mother isn't inside my head, where it's now grey.

I've been struggling, more so now that I've been informed that I'm not normal,
My apologies, but you make me uncomfortable, sorry that I'm just too formal.

I don't want to put my "mike" on, I wouldn't want to interrupt you speaking,
Not like I feel like an alien with no friends and when I speak, it sounds like a mouse squeaking.

Once again, sorry for not being what you deem as "normal", I'll try harder next time,
Except I won't, you don't get to decide my personality, being different isn't a crime.


I've been online learning for the past 3 days because my panic attacks have come back and now 3 people who I'm close contacts of are all getting tested for Covid. One of which, being my best friend who sits right behind me and is showing all symptoms, so that just great. Here's to most likely having to self-isolate for the next two weeks by myself  because I'll be a close contact, and online-schooling till Christmas, how flipping delightful. *clinks glass of water (we don't underage drink :P ) *



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  • The Inky Writer

    What a piece! This is so raw and real. Thank you for sharing it. Personally, I don't think there is such thing as normal anyway. Hope your friends are okay :)

    5 months ago
  • Iggy Rocks!!

    This is really good and relatable

    5 months ago
  • ~wildflower~

    Giving virtual hugs, passing on my love and wishing you all the best!

    5 months ago
  • anemoia (#words)

    Re: Aw, thanks! And thanks again!

    5 months ago
  • bookmagic

    re- thanks!

    5 months ago
  • Anne Blackwood

    Praying for you and your friends!

    5 months ago
  • bookmagic

    normal is definitely overrated. What's normal anyway and why do only some people get to define it, why them? You hit gold with this.

    5 months ago
  • anemoia (#words)

    and, uh, normal is overrated. whatever "normal" is. <3

    5 months ago
  • anemoia (#words)

    yikes i'm sorry it sooo sucks... i've had to quarantine. i tested negative right away, but i still had to wait the two weeks... we'll all be here for you!

    5 months ago