Anne Blackwood

United States

16
Christian
Theatre kid
Singer (soprano)
Poet
Twin (fraternal)
Spoonie
Disfusive
Highly Sensitive Person
Living oxymoron
Kindness Krusader: Blueberry cotton candy
XXFJ, Melancholic-Sanguine, ambivert

Joined 1/16/20

Message from Writer

For everyone who's sat on a tree branch and thought for a while
Or someone who wanted to

Mom to FantasyOtter12, lochnessie, mindfruit, Rohan's Defender, & all
Sis to happy butterfly
birthdaycandles & happygiggles are my apple juice Jesus sisters

Dating Kristoff? He's got a reindeer, a good sense of self... He's got it all.

My profile picture is my "personal crest" I designed and commissioned.

"I was born singing. Most babies cry. I sang an aria."
~ Fairest (book) by Gail Carson Levine

Anxiety must-reads:
https://bit.ly/2YUyome
https://bit.ly/2TsNYSa
And pray. That's the only reason I'm free now.

sanguine regret

December 1, 2020

FREE WRITING

18

and i feel guilty for painting you a villain.
my words drip scarlet,
declaring me a liar,
for withholding the truth was never a lesser sin.

i saw the blood of generations
drowning you in agony.
you shut them out, shut all of us out.
which one of us paid the price?

forgiving is painful, and forgetting is harder.
you did neither, but i never cared.
i gave you roses worth more than rubies
and watered them with tears ofmy  empathy.

and it hurts me now because i still care for you,
but "hurt people hurt people",
and your apathy turned crimson
as it wounded me.
Yes, this is about Red.

Note: Some alternate definitions of sanguine are "(in old physiology) having blood as the predominating humor and consequently being ruddy-faced, cheerful, etc." "bloody; sanguinary" "blood-red; red".
https://www.dictionary.com/browse/sanguine

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19 Comments
  • anemoia (#words)

    re: i love these comments. and i agree. certain pastries possess different capabilities.


    5 months ago
  • anemoia (#words)

    re: i concede. cheesecake does not have the best memory. be a scone. have a good memory. scones are top-notch remember-ers.


    5 months ago
  • anemoia (#words)

    this is incredible. painful and agonized with great imagery.
    re: ah, of course. but i feel like you're insulting my precious cheesecake.


    5 months ago
  • doodleninja

    re: ahahaha i think I see hints of my style there (though tbh, not exactly certain what constitutes my writing style XD)
    Yeah, at one point you called one of the parts an "episode" and I took it and ran :D
    aw, I'm so honored you've shared my stories with others, even if said people do have cheesecake-attention-spans XD


    5 months ago
  • doodleninja

    hello hello! There's now a *BONUS* episode of Stereo Tropes Co., so grab your pineapple juice, and take a read! :)


    5 months ago
  • A. Penderwick

    Re: Thanks! I definitely understand the struggle of hating english classes when they force you to write in a way you don't want to. That absolutely drives me crazy!
    Hmm, I guess it's not really a theater kid thing. I think for me, theater and writing are tied together very closely, because you learn a lot of skills from each that are applicable to the other(i.e. character development).


    5 months ago
  • Busssy.Beee

    :O woah, this just feels so raw... absolutely love the vibe too!


    5 months ago
  • books4life

    beautiful writing friend!


    5 months ago
  • Emi

    I love all the symbolism in here. And the connotations of the color red in every single line!


    5 months ago
  • Rohan’s Defender (Hiatus)

    Re: Aw, I’m glad you’re here to stay! And yes yes yes! Any advice?


    5 months ago
  • mindfruit (hiatus)

    stellar writing, as always! So many great lines is this poem, but I think my favorite is "forgiving is painful, and forgetting is harder".... I dunno, just really resonated with me. is it weird that I can really relate to this piece?
    Re: aww, you're welcome Anne!


    5 months ago
  • ~madeline~

    This is so hard.... But you've turned this situation into beautiful poetry so i guess that's a plus XD


    5 months ago
  • Lata.B

    wow this is literally perfect! Amazing.


    5 months ago
  • Rohan’s Defender (Hiatus)

    Re: thank you, Blue. It helps to know I’ve got a friend who knows what I’m going through. Thank you so much for being here for me. It’s hard to love people though.... even if it’s not THAT kind of love.


    5 months ago
  • Rohan’s Defender (Hiatus)

    Re: <33333


    5 months ago
  • Rohan’s Defender (Hiatus)

    THIS IS INCREDIBLE! Wowwww...


    5 months ago
  • doodleninja

    I LOVE how you included different shades of red in here, so that without mentioning the color itself, the poem just screamed "red". stunning, powerful work here! :)


    5 months ago
  • happy butterfly

    ahh this is so raw and powerful " i gave you roses worth more than rubies
    and watered them with tears ofmy empathy." i love the slight alliteration and the imagery and the layers it holds,its so relatable.


    5 months ago
  • lochnessie

    wooooahhh

    so i don't know how to mention people (ikr) but you're featured! <3


    5 months ago