Odyssey

United States

violinist/reader/writer/theater kid/singer/ LOTR fan/Hufflepuff/ dreamer/sister/child at heart

“There’s some good in this world, Mr. Frodo. And it’s worth fighting for.” -Samwise Gamgee
"Every word I write is a testimony to my soul"- Me

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Trying to craft meaningful stories while juggling school, family, and life in general.
Someone who likes to write and loves to live.
My username is Odyssey because we are all on our own journey. :)
“I’m ready as I’ll ever be.” - Varian, Tangled the Series
-Seriously, listen to th music from Tangled the Series. It is AMAZING! (Well, most of it). :)

"We are who we become. "- Me

I hope everyone has an amazing, fantastic, stupendous day. :)
(I probably overuse smileys but oh well) :)

I'll also probably forget to respond to comments- it's not cause I don't appreciate them ( I do- a lot), I'm just really absentminded.

In Awe of Past Me

November 19, 2020

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I have no idea how I did it- how did I do it? 
Those hours upon hours studying for tests
and then still having the energy to hang out and relax,
going to bed eager for what was to come.

How did I do it?
Function the way I did, running off little energy,
hardly any food,
and yet feeling so alive?

How was I able to do the fall play,
and still have time to do homework,
when I'm not doing anything now
and I can barely stay awake in class?

What did I have then that I don't have now?
I have more friends now
and stronger relationships
I eat better now- shouldn't my mind be clearer?

How did I write every morning,
go to school,
play the violin,
watch TV,
do all my homework,
hang with my sister,
draw a little,
have play practice
read, 
and still, get to bed before 10:00?
I must have been superhuman.

Sadly, I now see my mortality.
That relentless life I lived then is impossible for me now.
I only have two things to do for school
, but I can't even stay concentrated to do them.
I want to write, sing,
play my violin, talk to my sister,
but
there is the overlooking knowledge that I have to do school.

and so my energy,
what remained,
disappears.

Things
I'm really struggling in school this year- just a few thoughts I had. 

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