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It's okay to cry when
there's too much
on your mind-
The clouds rain too
when things get heavy
-Amina Mehmood

I'm not living

November 17, 2020

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I'm not living,
I'm just alive,
each day goes by, one the same as the last. 
Wake up, lay back down for hours, eat, get ready, school, sleep; repeat
But wait! what? A few days ago you went out and had some fun!
I did? I don't remember, what did I do?
Oh, I-I don't remember, sorry.
Right, I don't remember anything anymore, it swallows me up and only holds the bad, the stuff I don't want to remember. It's all so close to me I don't know what to do. 
Just think back to the happy days it's not that hard! I can't, I don't know how, I don't remember them.
Oh, well just go back to being alive I guess, there is nothing you can do. 
I don't want to do it anymore,
I'm not living,
I'm just alive.

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2 Comments
  • Huba Huba

    This is a funny piece, yet it explains so much of my emotions, especially during quarantine nowadays. I just wake up, go to online classes, eat stuff, write stuff, do stuff, joke around with my fam, text my friends, and that's it?


    10 months ago
  • mindfruit (semi-active)

    WOW. You've captured my thoughts and feelings exactly. beautiful piece :) Also, I don't think I've met you yet on wtw, so here's a quick introduction. I'm mindfruit!


    10 months ago