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The things I did, just so I could call you mine


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"I don't judge people on their worst mistakes." - Natasha Romanoff

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Hello! I love acting, singing, performing, and obviously writing. I love any books in the historical fiction and mystery genres and some dystopian (well I mean I'm open to any genre). As for movies and shows, I'll really watch anything with romance, comedy, drama, or action.

"Here's to the fools who dream."
- La La Land

“I became good at pretending. I became so good that after a while the lines blurred between my truth and fiction. And sometimes, when I did a really good job of pretending, I even fooled myself.”
- Salt to the Sea

Hope you're having a great day :)

Losing You

May 23, 2021


You and I
Had always
Been there 
For each other
You cared for me
And ignored me
Helped me
And broke my heart
But you were still
Until the day when
You weren't
It was abrupt
And I know you wanted
To tell me
But what you did
Isn't forgivable
All I wanted was
For you to be there
By my side
To comfort me
To hold my hand
To say that it 
Would all be okay
In your calming voice
That I had learned
To love
You were the one for me
I knew you were
But now I can't have you
I'm sorry I just can't
The hurt that you
Impacted more than the
Love you gave
And I can't believe
I'm saying this
But I need you to go
I don't want to get 
Roped in
I don't want to play
Another round of your
Little game
I want you to be here
For me
When I need you the most
Maybe if you had cared
A bit more
Maybe if you had communicated
A bit better
There could have been
A chance
But after seeing the
Damage that you can do
I can't risk the pain
Even if that means
Losing you


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  • May 23, 2021 - 5:18pm (Now Viewing)

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  • The_Sunrise_Queen

    this is truly a beautiful piece!!!!!!! it made me really sad but also in love @ the same time :( good job on this

    5 months ago
  • Mespotz

    Ohhh this is so beautiful!

    6 months ago
  • Nyla

    Wow, this was so emotional (p.s. I looove the formatting)! And even though there's such hurt throughout, I love the fact that it is slightly positive in the character leaving a toxic partner behind and I think that's really inspirational! Beautiful way you wrote it though and I love the beginning when you write with the good things but then follow with the bad! RE: Yay! I'm so happy for you! And thank you!! :)

    6 months ago
  • SamRose

    Re: Aw, thank you! :)

    6 months ago
  • nolongeractive

    Re: Thanks so much!

    6 months ago
  • nolongeractive

    This is so amazing! I absolutely love all of the emotion in it! Great job!

    6 months ago
  • Just_A_Memory

    Re: No worries! I can write part 8. Take care of yourself <3 That’s important. I’m here to talk if you ever need to vent to someone! Can’t wait until you join us again <333

    10 months ago
  • don't you see the starlight (#TS)

    oh wow, this was... emotional, to say the least.
    re: love your new username! ah, cocoa. i recently discovered homemade cocoa—like stovetop, milk, cocoa powder, sugar, vanilla—and it is heavenly. i wrote you down on my list so i won't forget the participants.

    10 months ago
  • Rohan’s Defender (Semi-Active)

    Re: aw, cool! Yes it’s really fun!

    10 months ago
  • ava09 (sorta back)

    i second what eden (Rohan's Defender) said - it's really stunning (but hopefully not real?). love this! <3

    10 months ago
  • Rohan’s Defender (Semi-Active)

    Re: yes!! And thank you! Are you a GS?

    10 months ago
  • Rohan’s Defender (Semi-Active)

    Re: aw, that sounds fun! I guess I’ll lounge, read, I need to work on my Girl Scout Silver Award a bit. And I’ll be daydreaming of course! XD

    10 months ago
  • Rohan’s Defender (Semi-Active)

    Re: haha, me too!! XD What are you doing today?

    10 months ago
  • Rohan’s Defender (Semi-Active)

    Re: oh, haha! Well, it’s really good! And I’m doing well, thank you! How are you?

    10 months ago
  • Rohan’s Defender (Semi-Active)

    Woah, this is stunning. And so relatable. Do you need to talk?

    10 months ago
  • Rachaelgrace

    Really good!!!

    10 months ago
  • Just_A_Memory

    Re: Take your time!! Don’t stress! You’ve been working on the competition piece

    10 months ago
  • rainydayz

    im not crying what are you talking about? all jokes aside amazing piece.

    10 months ago
  • Just_A_Memory

    Re: can’t wait!!

    10 months ago
  • Just_A_Memory

    This is so freaking sad! My heart! <3

    re: I don't know xD Would you like to write a part two? :D It'd be interesting to see what you think happens.

    10 months ago
  • Lata.B

    Re- omg okay good! hahaha that's better than something like that in real life.

    10 months ago
  • Lata.B

    oh:( aww this is so sad and has so much emotion in it. Wait i hope this is not actually happening to you in real life. I absolutely love this!

    10 months ago
  • Rohan’s Defender (Semi-Active)

    Re: awwww THANK YOU! Your comment really means a lot to me! You are amazing too! <33333 thanks again for everything!

    10 months ago
  • woven_moth

    The emotion is so strong in this piece, I like how honest and "clear-minded" it is, if that makes sense. I just sense the perspective of whoever this is in, are being true to themselves. That's good to see.
    Re: thanks for the comment :) sorry u do relate though, the U.S. is a weird place to be in right now. Sending my support <3

    10 months ago
  • Rose A

    Re: I feel you with the snow. Snow for my state is more like slushy ice too. It gets gross quickly, but we don't have seasonally appropriate weather here. It's gone in the next two days(it's literally 25 degrees one day, 70 the next).
    Re, Re: I love how great writers can make something out of anything. Out of curiosity, what show was it? Would you recommend it(break-ups and all)?

    10 months ago
  • Rose A

    Woah. Danggggg. This was crazy emotional. I liked it, though! :)
    Good job. Hope everything is peachy keen! ;D

    10 months ago
  • Livsnjutare

    wow, this is so sad and there is a lot of emotion you fit into this poem, great job!!

    10 months ago
  • Mpm#1

    I relate to this a lot.... really good message in this one!

    10 months ago
  • Jason_claire :)

    I know how you feel, sometimes it's just too much to handle for it to be okay anymore.

    10 months ago
  • mooncake

    Aww this one hit the feels :(

    10 months ago