i'm scared of losing you
not even having you
i'll wake up to an empty soul i never even knew
i'm scared you'll find the truth
my mind is dark and blue
it trembles in a state of constant pain and restless rain
i'm crying, talk to me
but you're not listening
you play your games then turn away when i need you the most
please, i need to know
how you feel with me
and if you know the butterflies and aches that rage inside, inside of me
i beg of you!
my heart pleads, let me through
i'm drifting further from the shore i used to call my home
i need to feel...
the beating of your heart
i'm lying in the burning sand and sinking through the snow
alone, all alone
breathing, barely breathing
numb and hardly feeling
empty in this crooked place!
i'm cold, and shivering
with no one left to hold me
a fantasy that lasted live then melted far away, not even real...
i ask of you
if what i feel is true
or if it's all a
waste of time
This is a song I wrote, with melodies and everything, about 20 minutes ago... so it's very rough, can probably use a lot of work, any suggestions are appreciated! I'm also not sure about the title, any ideas? I might film the song, I'm not sure yet, I think it sounds okay but I'm the tiniest bit insecure about whether I can actually sing or not. *awkward smile*
Anywho, this is about needing to know whether someone loves you back, and noticing all those little things he does, wondering and doubting whether it means something more. I tend to overthink a lot, so this hits home! (yay...)
Apologies for the continued train wreck of emotions, I'm sort of stuck on the same type of writing, hopefully I'll find some different inspiration soon.