AJ - Izzy


How to write all of me in less than 10 seconds?

Hmm, let me think... how about DREAMER?

Yup. That works.

Message to Readers


tell me, is this all a dream? (footnotes)

November 16, 2020


i'm scared of losing you
    not even having you
i'll wake up to an empty soul i never even knew

i'm scared you'll find the truth
    my mind is dark and blue
it trembles in a state of constant pain and restless rain

i'm crying, talk to me
    but you're not listening
you play your games then turn away when i need you the most

please, i need to know
    how you feel with me
and if you know the butterflies and aches that rage inside, inside of me

i beg of you!
    my heart pleads, let me through
i'm drifting further from the shore i used to call my home

i need to feel... 
    the beating of your heart
i'm lying in the burning sand and sinking through the snow

alone, all alone
breathing, barely breathing
numb and hardly feeling
empty in this crooked place!

i'm cold, and shivering
with no one left to hold me
a fantasy that lasted live then melted far away, not even real... 

so please,
i ask of you
if what i feel is true
or if it's all a
    waste of time
        a mirage

This is a song I wrote, with melodies and everything, about 20 minutes ago... so it's very rough, can probably use a lot of work, any suggestions are appreciated! I'm also not sure about the title, any ideas? I might film the song, I'm not sure yet, I think it sounds okay but I'm the tiniest bit insecure about whether I can actually sing or not. *awkward smile*

Anywho, this is about needing to know whether someone loves you back, and noticing all those little things he does, wondering and doubting whether it means something more. I tend to overthink a lot, so this hits home! (yay...)
Apologies for the continued train wreck of emotions, I'm sort of stuck on the same type of writing, hopefully I'll find some different inspiration soon. 

Hope you're all doing good <3


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  • midnight.summerrose

    Oh wow!! This is beautiful and amazing!! :)
    Re: thank you sooo much!! Aww! You’re so kind!! :)

    2 months ago
  • BlueWolf

    This also hits home for me I tend to overthink a lot. So relatable. I'm sure you're an amazing singer and even if you aren't who cares. :)

    2 months ago
  • Rose A. (semi hiatus)

    I bet you're an amazing singer! You're a good songwriter, so you must be! :)

    2 months ago
  • mirkat

    the emotion behind this is amazing and i love how this is a song! songs and poems are so intertwined and i love that. <3<3<3

    2 months ago
  • kealoha

    Oh this is lovely, absolutely gorgeous! i can feel every emotion, so relatable, this is just perfect <3
    also, thank you so much for the sweet comment :)

    2 months ago
  • happygiggles

    This is so good! (:

    2 months ago