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please read the footnotes.

hate (see footnotes, tw: ed)

November 12, 2020

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hate is a strong word
that i label myself with
silently
as i slip two carrot
sticks in my mouth
and black coffee.

...
my daily quota has been hit. 
no more. 
okay, so i sort of went through a stint last year in which i sort of..stopped eating in an attempt to lose weight as quickly as possible. it didn't work, and i was on a destructive path that i'm not really..off, yet. 
this is just a piece about one of my worst days. 
get help.
don't be an idiot like i was (and still am). 
you are worthy of happiness and acceptance, no matter what size you are. 

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4 Comments
  • sci-Fi

    I've been there... for me it wasn't as bad as this though. I'm sorry you had to go through that. You're perfect, don't let anyone (or yourself) tell you otherwise.


    6 months ago
  • mirkat

    you've come so far... you can do it i know you can! i've had thoughts like that before, too, but nothing that serious. keep on fighting! <3<3<3


    6 months ago
  • pyrrhic

    i understand this far too well. ed thoughts take over your mind faster than you can blink, and suddenly it's all you can think about. i'm proud of you for making this piece and talking about your struggles. that shows an immeasurable amount of strength. wishing you all the best, you beautiful, talented, amazing person <33


    6 months ago
  • Paisley Blue

    <33 oh wow... im so sorry you had to go through that. ive been there. praying for you <333


    6 months ago