dee’s abditory

United States

sagittarius, dr pepper addict, INFP-T
i write music and poetry and sometimes stories :)
she/they please <3

Message to Readers

might take this down later, idk
ayyyyyyyyy macarena #macarenagang


November 8, 2020


i hadn't cried in years
but that letter your gave me
had me sobbing for months
crying myself to sleep until i was numb

you were bleeding onto me
and soon enough the blood was mine
pouring from places i'd never hurt before
suddenly we needed more band-aids

"i love you"
was that a lie?
i feel like it was
because i don't know if you've ever
told me the truth

its not even about the names you call me
or the things you blame me for
its about the stabbing pain in my back
and i thought it was her
but i turn to see you holding the knife

i thought i loved you
i thought i needed you
i thought you cared
i thought a lot of things
but they were all wrong
because manipulation is the perfect weapon
when paired with a perfect smile
going through a rough patch, ngl


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  • Paisley Blue

    This poem is really good

    6 months ago
  • crystalline•galaxies

    hey, i hope you're ok. i'm definitely wishing you the best, and if you ever need anything at all, i can try my very best to help you. this piece is so beautifully written and its formatting is so easy to read; i don't have much time at the very moment, but i will definitely be giving this a re-read in the soon future in the hopes that i'll be more able to comprehend it then. <3

    6 months ago
  • Tayyaba

    And i loved this<3<3

    6 months ago
  • Tushar Mandhan

    <3<3 no matter what happens, you must love yourself!

    6 months ago