dream02

Canada

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I may post a lot. Just because I'm bored and writing is my life.
Why does putting me down make you feel better?
If you should ever ask how many times you've crossed my mind, I'd say once. Cause you came into my mind and never left

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OMIGOSH y'all! 50 followers!?!?! Y'all are amazing! <3
Breathe. Believe. Dream. Be kind.
Never let anyone take your passion away.
Writing and poetry are my escapes from reality.
Follow, I'll (most likely) follow back.
Racism, homophobia, and other prejudice isn't needed!
take that you dancing by Jason derulo, Smaller Than This by Sara Kays, and Not Ready For Love by Kim Caputo are my current songs on repeat in the mental asylum also known as my brain......

Your eyes, are my stars. Your smile, my sun. Your love, my purpose.

Forever a hopeless romantic......

My feet are on the ground but my head is high in the clouds....

"Loving you is a crime of which I shall never repent." - Sor Juana

But you didn't.

October 29, 2020

FREE WRITING

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I knew you didn't feel the same.
But I just couldn't get you off my mind.
And I didn't mean to make things awkward.
But I just really wanted to tell you.
And get this all off my chest.
So I did. You didn't feel the same.
It hurt. But it also felt, freeing.
Like now, you truly knew all of me.
It's so weird to have someone know me.
All of me. And not run from my dark past.
But you listened. And shared your own past.
I hope I didn't wreck what we had.
-whatever it would be called.
But I just really wanted to tell you.
And get this all off my chest.
So I did. You didn't feel the same.
It hurt. But it also felt, freeing.
Knowing that I could truly tell you anything.
And you'd just take it in stride.
I kinda wish you hadn't just acted normal.
Not as fast. I wish it'd stirred something.
Deep inside your heart. But it didn't.
I laughed it off. And so you did too.
But I just really wanted to tell you.
And get this all off my chest.
So I did. You didn't feel the same.
It hurt. But it also felt, freeing.
I just thought it might've meant something.
Maybe it was just wishful thinking,
But a small part of me, believed you felt,
Something more than friendship.
A part of me truly thought you fell too.
But it was wrong. I was wrong to think it.
But even still, I don't regret it.
So I confessed. It didn't work out. Oh well I guess.

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6 Comments
  • em wilder

    so you did it! that is so brave... and yeah freeing but in a sad way.... well i know it'll all work out in the end! <3


    4 months ago
  • Fabiana250

    I feel you <3


    4 months ago
  • Deleted User

    Re: huh, it's just the way it goes, I guess! Thanks :)


    4 months ago
  • JayceeRae

    Re: thank-you i really want to have someone else's thoughts


    4 months ago
  • Deleted User

    I've been through the same thing. It's always awkward at first, but then you just feel(like you said) free! Love this :D


    4 months ago
  • AJ - Izzy

    girl, the courage to do that in the first place is immense; I'm still so dang proud of you!! I'm sorry it didn't work out, but be proud of yourself! This is a beautiful poem and I'm so proud of you, times a million, keep your head high :)


    4 months ago