after he left

your voice was medicine for my soul
you could make my heart melt with your words
your laugh could make the stars smile
how much i wish I could have called you mine

you came so unexpectedly to my life,
like an earthquake willing to mess things up
but instead you brought happiness and calm
what a shame we were miles apart

we caught feelings so fast,
it was like an instant match
when you told me you liked me
I thought we had indeed a chance

your memories haunt me now every night
as I try to understand why you left
I attempt to fake a smile through the pain
why did you say all of those sweet stuff
when your plans didn't include to stay

"just forget about me" you once said,
but how do you expect me to do that
when the wish we'll be together again still in my heart remains?
Is it fool of me to hope that it's still you and me at the end?

perhaps we'll meet later again
when I'm not chaos for your mind
and you're not poison for my heart
there's always going to be a space for you in it,
and maybe you'll realise that after all we are meant to be.

-Fabiana